Hey, By the way.

I AM GOING TO BE A SINGER

2009-07-03T21:16:00.002+08:00

I have been going crazy in classs lately. Singing into my bottle, singing out loud, humming super highly. What's wrong with me man! hahahha. Sing until everyone keeps laughing especially that tan ze shan! Maybe its because i watch too many music videos already! I want to be a singerrr. omgg sooo coool! I am going to go for vocal lessons. HAHA

WATCH ME. I'm going to form a band!
Wait for it!!

and for those weirdos who want to know so much and want to hide soo much.
FYI, i am going to screw up my prelims. Yeap. hahah GREAT JOB.

2009-06-21T16:03:00.001+08:00

GIVE US OUR EXTENDED HOLIDAYS PLEASEEEEE.

Promisee i'll use it to study. haha

and to catch up on my sleeep.

Then there wouldn't be a geog test, and prelims would be postponed.

THANK YOUU VERY MUCH.

Your turn to shutup

2009-06-16T17:23:00.004+08:00

Seriously, stop stereotyping us. So what if we are dancers? We're not all that bitchy and unnice. The way you make us sound is like we're some sort of tai tais. We're not. We do want to be someone. So just shutup about it kay. You call us Bimbo, girly, bitchy and all the bad stuff you can find. You're bitchy yourself. It takes one to know one. Congrats, you've joined the club. There are nice poeple among us, there are smart people among us. Get a life and stop thinking that dancers are just pure bimbos. Lets just say, we're classier. And it doesn't matter if you are some sort of player, i dont caree. It just makes you sportier, fullstop.

Keep your comments to yourself. thanks.

2009-06-15T13:21:00.002+08:00

Bye charles. have a safe flight. You would probably be on the plane by now.

We're going to miss you here and thanks for the guitar:D

I rememberd how you used to be able to memorise the car number plates so quickly.

Crazyy man. ahha oh well, get a girlfriend sooon pleaseee. and get married soon too!

I want to be the flower girl! hahha

Today is the start of my hardcore studying!

I bettter keeep to the time! and i better run today. haha i have yet to run in like 2 weeks.

Gooodnessss. and i feeel like dancing again:(

2009-06-12T20:57:00.002+08:00

Can't you just be happy for once. You're always angry. You always think you're right. Can't you just let me come home happily and stop spoiling my moood. When i make you angry, you make me apologise to you when sometimes i think its not entirely my fault. But when you say stuff about me, i get angry, you dont even utter a word of sorry. But anyway, i dont expect it from you. Knowing how hard headed you are. You beyond hope, get a life, stop thinking that the world revolves around you because it doesn't. And it doesn't mean that when you're angry, you can say whatever you like. We still have feeelings FYI. You might not think so, but please be considerate and spare a thought for us. You can't just go around insulting everyone of us. LOOK at yourself first. Look at the state of you first before saying anything about any of us.
You're full of rubbish
and you piss me offf.
We're not here for you to vent your crazy temper.
Have some brains please.
and have a heart too. Thank youu

2009-06-11T18:01:00.004+08:00

LAST DAY TOMORROW. Can't waittt

Dinner was awesomee:D It was a farewell for charless. He is goingg to Americaa to study.
Damn i wished i could tag alongg. We ate seafood at mama house. haha then after that we watched our youngg videos. it was superr stupid yet super funnny. Omgg i miss those days when we all went together for holidays and had soo muchh fun:(
Year end, after Aileen Yongs and Willy's A level, we are going to MAWAI. Our favorite campsite:D
Picture of Me and yongi:D

Have fun char-les in America. Hope you get a girlfriend SOON! and of course get married sooon. Can't waittt.:DD

2009-06-10T23:32:00.002+08:00

Beauty and the Beast
Tale as old as time
True as it can be
Barely even friends
Then somebody bends
Unexpectedly
Just a little change
Small to say the least
Both a little scared
Neither one prepared
Beauty and the Beast

Ever just the same
Ever a surprise
Ever as before
And ever just as sure
As the sun will rise

Tale as old as time
Tune as old as song
Bittersweet and strange
Finding you can change
Learning you were wrong
Certain as the sun
Rising in the east
Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the Beast

Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the Beast

My all time favorite song:D
2 more days. Survive it stephh.
After that, 1 day of sleep and then HARDCORE STUDYING ALLL THE WAY.
Its ending. and i miss christmasss:(

I misss those days.

2009-06-08T22:09:00.003+08:00

I miss talking to Zay and Sandy.
I could just complain to them soo easily when they were in schoool last year.
But now everyone is doing their own things, busy with their own stuff.
ahhh i miss them:(
Guess that next year, i'll be like that too.

haha DAMN, the holidays are passsing soo quickly. SLOWW DOWN MAN.
i haven't had a goood resttt.
and i soo need to focus soon. NVM i'l come back late soo that the computer will not distract me any further. hahah
going to KAP wih Nic and Joys tomorrow:D
WE WILL STUDY.

2009-06-08T16:26:00.000+08:00

haha Its soo touching. I love it:D

2009-06-07T20:50:00.001+08:00

ONE MORE WEEEK. CRAP.
I soo feeel like ponning school tomorrow but my mum doesn't allow me.

Its sooo damn boring.
Can't wait for everything to be over.

hahah i want to learn hiphop:D

WASTEDD

2009-06-05T23:25:00.002+08:00

End of weeek 1. I didn't keep to my study timetable. Screw it man. hahah

Went back for grand finale todayy:D gaya and carolyn ah. Scandalous shittt..
Still want to deny it. Both of them were BLUSHING. hahaha
haha their grand finale looked exciting, only that the foreign participants were missing. haha and
it sure did bring back *ahem* memories.
So then we went for dinner at dont know where. Somewhere at sixth avenue.
So then we talked and talked and bye.
hahaa. Nothing thatt excitingg.
and i thought i would seee someonee.
WASTEDDDD!

I just drank Breezer, and i'm flushed.
My cheeks are RED and HOT.
GOODNESS

Start of the 2 weeeks of tortureee

2009-06-01T20:47:00.002+08:00

Chinese Mock Sucked. haha As usual.
It was a rather bad start for the extended week but its okay, i'll last. I have to anyway.
Went for lunch with Salome, Nic and Joys. haha They never fail me make me smilee. Why? Because Joyslyn Lai is sooo gross. Salome is sooo weird. and Nicole Chua is funnny. haha Thats why i love my exco meetings.
I am quite glad that i went for SLC last year. If not i'll not be so close to these people and my life in school will suck even more:D
1 year passed. exactly 1 year. It was both suffering and enjoyment la. great experience i must say.
GEOG test tomorrow. haha I FEEL LIKE A MUGGER.

2009-05-31T16:10:00.003+08:00

Ben's going for camp for 3 days. I wouldn't have anyone to complain to! and when term 3 starts, he is going to stay in his boarding school. Oh my goodnesss, i'm going to die at home. Because i'll be all alone and i can't ask him to help me do things or just talk to him about my horrid school life. And if anything sucky happens in school or at home(eg. nagging), i can't crash his room and just rant:( Life is going to suck even more man. So hopefully school will be much better.

ahhhh i'm going to miss my brotherr:((

and the coming week will suck. definitely. The timetable is like a killer. 40 mins recess. and the rest are 1 hour classes or sometimes 2 hours. KILLER.

TGIF

2009-05-29T23:18:00.003+08:00

Physics tuition was AWESOME. haha We started drawing on the tables and wrote notes to Dr Chan and drew Mr Pek and "his" Fiona Xie and played hangman. ahaha FUNNY.
Its like one of the funniest tuition this year. haha
I finally uploaded the pictures from the camera to the computer. But i am still lazy to put it on facebook. Sorry krit. haha
Thank goodness today is Friday. I couldn't wait for this day to come all the time.
Staying in school is like roasting a chicken. Hot and very hot.
And my brain is almost half dead, how to survive the extended TWO weeks.
Going to die. Really. Good luck to everyone!
Open House tomorrow, got to dance, no choice:( and today was the last tap lesson i had with Ms Deans. Andrea and i were like her most faithful students EVER. Sadd man.
Whatever the case, Its friday, be happy:D

2009-05-28T23:59:00.002+08:00

What the heck. You are a total hypocrite. I don't know whats wrong with you. But i shall not care, because you don't seem to appreciate it anyway. You call someone something, but you are acting that way. Its stupid. Really immature. Grow upp please.

Change back here because wordpress themes were not prettty and anyway, i don't even know how to use it. haha. By the end of this year, i'll master the art of selective hearing.

btw, i have a right to get pissed off. Shutup and just shutup. thanks.

2009-03-22T17:09:00.002+08:00

SC DANCEE! EURHYTHMY!

omgg gala night's performance was the best of the best of the best. haha!

Its like our LAST LAST LAST sc dance concert, yet it was soo stressful!

But it was great too! ahha my quickchange partner was SOO wonderful!:D

thankss alott.

after the concert, everyone in paquita cried. haha except for me. But then amelia chong

was crying for next year. hahaah LAME man.

omgg. i am going to miss it! really really going to!

hahaa especially our crazy hf group!

Amelia chong, Gen, ianna, Deborah, Claudine, Mel, ama, Rachel, Shaan, Sarah Kang, Kathleen, Joy, Sam.

HAHHA

AHH going to miss it man, but then i didn't know why i couldn't wait for it to be overrr!!!

okay anyway, SYF coming up, soo i still got time to dance with them:D ahha

2009-03-11T21:33:00.002+08:00

Bio SPA tomorrow.
Kuantan Trip on Friday.
Dance Dance Dance from Monday to Sat.
Concert on Friday and Saturday.
Thats basically my life during the march hols.

Term 1 is almost over and soo far,
I am happy with my results only because i didn't fail a single subject!
and i guess its a big improvement from last year.
Its not exactly good. But i can still work on it.

Soo many people are getting into weird moods!
persevere man. and Since you guys have been helping me, I'll help you smile now. haha

Last year, good results, wonderful memories.
Keep it, save it and store it forever.
I'll make this unforgettable!
or LETS make this unforgettable!

Stephh

2009-03-06T22:33:00.002+08:00

Dance concert in 2 weeeks.

And we are SOO not prepared. Jeffery's item is not finished. Tap is like SOOOOO messy. Xu jie's item is like soo not sync. goodness. It might be like the worst concert ever. Everything is just so last minute.
Ahh damn. and like for once, i am not really looking forward to it.
I just can't wait for it to be over so i will have time to studyy.

Can't wait for Kuantan trip!
its like FINALLY A REAL BREAK FOR ME!
but bala and joys are not going:(

This week was super duper bad. It was like 3 tests in a row. and next week, we have ss test and the stupid chinese compo and close passage and bio SPA. damnit.
I thought i could slack during the weekends. RAWR. okay okay. whatever. I am just damn tired of going to school and seeeing the same teachers talking about almost the same thing eeveryday. BORINGG. and today shan and i got scolded by Mdm Goh for smiling in class-.-
and today Jo had an explosion during emaths remedial. HAHAHAH
Because eugenia found her pen cover and then she was finding it for like 2 days or something. then she found it in the LT. When jo heard about it, she just burst out into her grandmother laughter. HAHAHAH SUPER FUNNY.
She is like a full time joker. HAHA Banty ahhh!

2009-02-22T21:23:00.002+08:00

I want to be a guy!

If i were a guy, i
1) Need not dance
2) can eat all i want
3) Need not be obliged to wear a dress or a skirt
4) my school uniform would be shorts/pants
5) can dress up soo easily
6) need not tie up my hair
7) Carry soo many things around
8) Be more relaxed in school
9) damn rowdy and no one would care
10) just wear 3 quarters wherever i go
11) Be muscular and it would look fine
12) Have spiky hair(or at least natural ones)
13) Need not wear contacts
14) Be in a funner cca
15) Need not be involved in stupid girls thinggs
16) sit in anyway i want to
17) and just do WHATEVER I WANT TO!

ahh damn. Why isit my brother can be a guy and i must be a girl!
Damnn. unfair man! ahhaha!

Thank goodness in class, i can be like myself and need not act sooo girly!!!
haha yayee:D goo brotherhood! haha

2009-02-15T13:57:00.002+08:00

Physics and ss test next weeek.
The neverending tests are like making me soooo sick of school.
and the super fricking stressful and demoralising dance makes me soo grumpy.
ahh what the hell. I have to deal with it and live with it.
Thank goodness breaks and recesses are fun:D
My recess friends always make me soo high. haha
And class time gets interesting at times!

But then again, there are people who gets major mood swings. like what the hell man.
I didn't even do anything can. And you are just soo pissed off with the world.
and everyone gets affected by you. i shouldn't be affected by you la.
But why the hell am i affected.
And when its my turn to get moody, you complain about it. -.- RETARDED

and what the hell is wrong with people. You changed soo much and we make it soo obvious to tell you about it, yet you don't seem to get it. goodness. whats wrong with you.
You're like CHANGED entirely.
or maybe its just us. I don't know. I shouldn't be caring and why the hell am i caring again?

2009-02-07T22:08:00.002+08:00

Physics tuition was DAMN funny on friday! hahah
We were already late and ama, kettle, me and adelia were still at serene. We even went to
tiernney's. HAHA and ama even bought mushroom soup la. CRAZY.
Then Mr Pek called us,
P: Where are you guys?
A: We are walking there already!!
P: Walking?
A: Yeah, Walking from SERENE.

hahah the conversation was something like that
then adelia just kept screaming at him. HAHA soo funny.
Then we went to wait for a cab, But soo many people cut our queue. So we cut theirs too!
When we finally got a cab, It was like 7.30pm already. haha!
Then Mr pek called again, and adelia told him that we were still at serene. HAHA it was soo funny. Then we even planned a conversation for mr pek.
It was like this:
P(Supposed to ask): Why are you late?
A: Why are you early!

HAHAHA OMG. its way tooo dumb. But then i just laughed non-stop during tuition.

Dance today wasn't VERY bad. HF was in a good mood. So thats good.
And there is like a homework overload now. And at least 2 tests a weeek. DAMN.
I wouldn't be having a life until November. :(

Stephh

2009-02-04T21:59:00.002+08:00

OMG. 3 tests in a row. CRAZYY man.
Physics, bio, amaths and emaths quiz!

hhaha Physics and bio over, so thats a relief.

School has been FUN. haha cause shan is sooo stupid!
she keeps getting me high-.-
And i have been taking my afternoon naps during break and it helps! haha
POWER NAPS!
At least i don't fall asleep during lessons time already.

Amaths tomorrow! Good luck!

Stephh

2009-02-01T21:49:00.001+08:00

I reallly do feeel like stopping dance.
Its like taking up tooo much of my time. And the worst thing is that,
I am starting to not enjoy it anymore. I just want to concentrate
on studying. So my dsa will go well. But then ARGH, i can't stop till after SYF, which
is in APRIL. damn it.

Prefects is good enough for me already. And studies are my top priority now.
But the fricking dance stops me from all that.
Even tuition times are sooo hard to arrange.

I am soo tempted to quit!!!

Stephh

2009-01-31T20:31:00.003+08:00

INVESTITURE '09!
It was JUST SOO GREAT!
Well done prefects, I'm proud of you!!
It was sooo funny. The audience were like laughing soo much that i can't even look sad. AHHAHA damn funnny. It was the last invest. The last one. Shit. I want more invest pracs.

I divorced Chuch, and now i'm with salome. Stole HIM from ranita. HAHA funny.
Hope monday's duty will be as fun as my duty last week. did entrance gate with Alanna, Tria and Izzah. And ashley and Wuwei keeps coming to talk to us. Soo fun!!

I love the 58th board man. Its just so :D.
I'll upload pictures later. haha way to lazy.
After invest, went to nic's house for sleeepover with ranita, bala, salome, joys. Yayee soo fun. Just that we were ALL soo tired. And everyone were like using their phones, if not the comp. >:(
haha. Soo then i ended up talking to myself most of the time. HAHA.
Talking to them is the FUNNEST thing on earth!!

Physics, Bio, Amaths test next week. MARVELLOUS!
Good luck to me AGAIN!

Steph

2009-01-29T19:54:00.002+08:00

INVESTITURE IS TOMORROW!
can't waitt!
I'm way too excited to do any hw!! ahhaha
And i'm getting divorced tomorrow. Sorry children:D

And Adila, Penn badgely is really sweet and nice. You should be thankful you have the same birthday as him. Its like SOOO lucky. O M G. noo fair man!

Get well soon Brotherr! You need to be well to play with cheezer in class! Sleep early.

Can't wait for After heritage night too! Omg, I'm soo fricking excited. And i don't seem to be worrying about next week's testS! AHHH crap. Physics, bio and amaths. Perfect man! GOOD luck to me too:( Damn, Nvm i'll enjoy myself first:D

Invest WILL be great and SHALL be the greatest. Its the last, soo i'll make it memorable. Thanks prefects for everything. :D

Stephh

2009-01-25T22:36:00.002+08:00

Happy new year to EVERYONE!

Sat-Sun: Went for breasties Sleepover at Ama's old house. We had like the whole house to ourselves, soo fun. But then her dog was soo hyper and scary. Scares me ALOT.

But anyway, Happy Sweet 16th AMA!Love you.

Went for 2 reunion dinners at night. haha Andy was being soo stupid. But thats him. We like videoed all the stupid things he did. hahah

I'm soo going to enjoy these 3 days. Break from school. i kind of Miss school and i kind of don't.

I miss sitting in the amphitheatre with the prefects. I miss staying back to talk to Salome, Nic and Joys. I miss talking to Joys and ranita and Jillian during recess. I miss talking to Ranita and Bala at random times. I miss Invest pracs. I miss Board meetings. I miss talking to 4se during break. I miss cheezers. I miss gossiping with shan. I miss callling eugenia "Brother". I miss talking to the crazzy juniors of mine like those people who LOVES TO COMPARE HEIGHT WITH ME and tell me NOT FUNNY JOKES. haha

realise that all those are like Fun stuff. HAHA that always makes me soo happy in class.

But invest prac is ending soon. Invest is going to be over. Its our last invest. Its my last invest. I want it to be good:( But i soo love invest. Its soo exciting and fun. After invest, i can only look forward to board meetings.

Man i love the prefects man. Soo funny:D

I don't know if i will cry after invest. I did last year. Because i was like "yaye i need not speak in front of the board again." HAHHA

But i might this year, Cause its like My fav. And might not also, becuase i will be tooo high.

Soo nooone shall make me cryy. haha!

and izzah, i am going to divorce on friday night. But you can always follow me. I know you want to:D ahahha I don't plan to send you for adoption. soo neither zay or sandy will take you. Please don't get egoo ahh.

Ohh, and i LOVE the pb room now. Its soo wonderfully wonderful:D

Stephh

2009-01-23T20:30:00.005+08:00

LONGG BREAK. FINALLLYYY! haha this has been the long awaited break and its FINALLY here. I soo need a break from school man. But i need to survive, not die. haha i'm barely halfway through.

Everyone is fallling sick already. I kind of recovered and thats good. Tomorrow's Ama's sweet sixteen sleepover. and thats good that i recovered. haha soo i can attend it:D But get well soon Ranita and Jillian!! Sleep well, Rest well and be strongg!

Today, i went with bala to visit Mr cecil Wong. haha nothing much. Just that bala and i were talking and i bet Mrs Lim heard everything! Went back to class and i didn't miss physics:( haha
and shan was Still obsessing over Cheezer. haha! Funny.

After School, stayed back to help Nic with the souvenirs and help clean up the room! Its really reallly really reallly clean. LOVE IT MAN! more condusive to study! We are going to have a carpet and prefects will have to take out their shoes to come in:) Soo exciting. There is going to be a MIRROR! but no aircon still. Mdm Wahida's idea! SOO cool. hahah she is always helping us for these kind of things! Thanks! and Thanks alot to ALL the prefects who stayed back:D

okay i shall post some pictures:D Long long ago ones.

Sports day 2008:D

I love 4se alott
EXCOO! my fav people everr
haha my Group for the sept training ( I'm always and forever stuck to alanna)

YAYEE MIDDLE CHILD!

i was such a nerd then:D
i totally miss those days(
BREASTFRIENDS!
Thats all! Happy New Year!

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2009-01-16T22:01:00.004+08:00

Today, Shan was totally in love. WITH A RAT called CHEEZER. hahaha
She just kept laughing at it. and it made me laugh too. HHA
she is soooo weird. but then it made chem soo interesting:D

haha invest prac was SOO much better today. just that i was super flustered that i kept speaking soo fast, that i couldn't even hear what i was saying. haha damn.
I can't believe invest will be over SOO soon:(
I love invest pracs, it makes me soo excited and happy during class time. When its over, I'll soo miss it. It's like my LAST invest.
everything seems to be reaching its last this year. Its quite sad how time passses so fast and i haven't enjoyed myself that much. I could still remember the very first time i walked into the courtyard, it seeems like its just a few months ago.
SO to my dear juniors, Enjoy your time in sc to the fullest.

After invest prac, went out for dinner with salome, nic and joys. Yaye. I love talking to them:D
haha. I guess SLC really did bond us together.
Its fun sitting together to talk about our past and whatever we've been through. It might seem so boring to others but to us, its like FUNNNY. haha
The same story keeeps appearing over and over again and we don't get tired of it. :D

Izzah, you should stop the spreading of the wrong info, that you are taller than me.
Cause you're not. haha. Accept it. and Adila,
You'll catch up I'm sure, ONE FINE DAY. ahahha you will!!and thanks karuna for sympathising with me, Both of them are SUCH bullies and nuisance. hahahaha

Stephh

2009-01-14T19:20:00.002+08:00

My eyes are way tooo tired.
And the teachers have been gooing on and on and on about O's. Don't they get
sick of it? Because i'll get sick of it.

hahah Shan and I "made" Eugenia join our brotherhood. soo
HAHAHA she is our new member:D. she is most man among us. hahah
I love 4SE!
But i don't like school. :( The only fun thing keeping me awake in class is like
Invest pracs(which has been cut down), and meetings. haha
Exco meetings are the best and the funnest ever.
I love my exco members<33

Stephh

2009-01-12T21:52:00.001+08:00

Better than i expected, but worse than what i aimed for.
DAMN.
and dance sucked soo much today.
Steph.

2009-01-11T10:36:00.003+08:00

I'm actually quite proud of myself. haha! I haven't slept in class and i don't intend to. I even completed my h/w. That is a GREAT achievement. My week has been NORMAL.
Chem retest was okay, but then again, i wouldn't do THAT well. Stupid blast furnace question.
At least i felt sooo relieved after that.
Throughout this WHOLE week, the teachers have been telling us to study, study and study. haha I've heard enough already man. I can even memorise what they say.
"You need to start now, if not there won't be time already. Any questions in class, just ask. You can make mistakes in class. "blah blah blah. hahha! i bet i can even become a teacher too!
Investiture is sooo soon. Well, i hope it would be good. Its our last investiture, for the sec 4s. :(
I'll miss it. Damn, time passes soo damn fast.
Saturday's xu jie's dance was quite slack. haha because he just kept teaching other people new steps. haha then came hf. My shoes were of the perfect softness. But then kathleen said, after the next lesson, that softness will be gone:(. OH MAN. that means i have to buy new pointe shoes again. and they are sooo ex. They should give us discount, since we buy it soo often. Ahh damn. Hf again tomorrow. :(
AND i'm getting my results tomorrow. A1 PLEASEEE.

My 2 dear juniors, don't want to admit that they are shorter than me. Ahh well, let them live in denial, OKAY? IZZAH AND ADILA! hahha.

Steph.

2009-01-05T19:34:00.002+08:00

Hello world, MY LIFE SUCKS. really it does. haha. its only the 2nd day of school. How am i going to survive another year of this. DAMN.
SS TEST TOMORROW
CHEM TEST THE NEXT
PHYSICS TEST ON WEEK 3.
NEVER ENDING HOMEWORK.

hahah. All these things are making me in such a bad mood. and damn the weather too. soo hot!!okay whatever, i need to study. RAWR

2009-01-04T20:27:00.002+08:00

The year started off quite okay.
And i hope it goes well for 2009.
Ms Hu wants us to sit individually now. SOO LONELY. haha but nevermind,
i can concentrate better. I HOPE. i soo need to start mastering the skills of
juggling all my work-prefects, dance, studies, my social life. or maybe for this year, i should just do away with my social life. okay maybe not do away, but cut down. But then again, If i don't load up all my memories this year, i won't hae any chance. I'll just see the situation and act. HAH

School is starting OFFICIALLY tomorrow. With all the lessons and undone hw. MARVELLOUS.
Good luck to me man. and stay strong joys:D

I so want to learn the drums and guitar. But lets see, i don't have a guitar at home. and even if i want to learn how to play the drums, i got no time at all. Its like my all time favorite instruments. Guess i would have to leave it to after my o's. Thats how much my life sucks. hahah

2008-12-30T22:21:00.002+08:00

Today i was in school the entire day. Board meeting in the morning and then investiture. haha can't wait for investiture though:D always loved it. haha CHUCH is like my husband. ahaha but well, we have better chemistry than salome and ranita. My son is er wailam, and my daughters are izzah and bala. ahahah funny how bala and wailam are taller. but nvm, I'M WEARING HEELS!! Anyway, after that, salome, nic, bala, joys, jess, kristen and i went to ben and jerry's before going to pizza hut for board dinner. We played truth or dare and the secrets came out SLOWLY. ahha EXCITING:DD we played again at pizza hut all the way till almost 9. haha. on the bus, i was falling asleeep. I always loved dinners with the exco and sec 3s becasue all the juicy news starts coming out. haha salome, joys and nic are the best. because what we talk about never fails to be interesting!!(those fond memories eh!) haha
Oh man, school is starting in 2 days, and my hw, NOT FINISHED. haven't studied my chem, soooooo screwedd man. really, retest somemore. haha lit essay is not completed too and my english research. ahhh i hope i get more interesting teachers next year. and no more falling asleep. CANNOT, must stay awake no matter what. and i seriously hope SE will be with the other sec 4 classes, haha if not its no fun already. I made my new year resolution already:D. i better not forget it! i soooo must stick to it!
okay, i need to sleep.

<3 steph

2008-12-18T16:57:00.002+08:00

Stayed at home ALLL day. and still, didn't cover much work. Damn'it man.
but anyway, today's someone special day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JILLIAN<33
Thanks for being such a wonderful friend. You're a great best friend! LOVE YOU!
thanks for entertaining me sooo muchh!

2008-12-15T23:10:00.003+08:00

Today was the slackest day EVER!
Woke up at 11 and then erm slackedd till 2 plus and then left for dance.
When i got there, i realised there was NO HSIEN FA! that was the coolest thing ever.
soo we just foooled around, gossiped, talked about barcelone again.
hahah i wonder why, everytime we talk about barcelona and even if its the same story, it sounds as interesting as ever. I really do miss it. And next year, if we get to go somewhere(which i know wouldn't happen), i hope i get a cool roommate. and a coool group, with a damn cool scrapbook! Well, it might be just as fun, but with different people. The sec 2s will still be there, so thats fine.

Can't wait! KAP study date with brother and vera. hahaha yaye! but EH WE STILL GOT OUR FOOD SPREE! okay Brother just wanted me to blog about her -.-.
Lets see,
Tan ZeShan: WEIRD, SPASTIC, PART OF THE BROTHER HOOD IN 3SE, EGO(infact, SUPER ego), RETARDED. ahahahahha!!
but, i still love her:D

<33 Stephh

2008-12-14T22:06:00.002+08:00

I finally decided to reblog. Because the house is soo quiet and boring. And i even get unexpected visitors like my best friend-the lizard.
Went for tuition in the morning, came back and slept till 2 plus. Gave nise her hw and then went for Hsien Fa's concert with kathleen and ama. hahha Well, i'm quite amazed. and hf loves making new stuff, like his "new nutcracker" and his syf for us" Swan Lake". He wanted us to look like Swans. HAHA. After the concert, we went to the courtyard to camwhore. We were having fun at first, until the chinese security guard chased us away. Damn irritating la.

Security Guard: Cannot take pictures here.
Us: huh? We are waiting for our parents.
Security Guard: Please wait over there.
(We kind of didn't get him, so we didn't move, thinking he will go away)
Security Guard: Please leave.

Isn't that annnoying. sooo we went to the basketball court instead and the security guards there were sooo much nicerr. HAHA. When i came home, i saw a freaking lizard. I just kept screaming. Then i took 2 cans of pesticides, one on each hand, and kept on spraying at the lizard. The WHOLE kitchen plus the toilet was damn oily. hahahaah but then the lizard created more trouble for me. It released its tail and that made it harder for me to kill it. But it died in the end. hahah yaye me, THE HERO(ine) of the day. hahah

And basically, my holidays aren't that fun. We ssoooo need a REAL holiday.

<3 Stephh

2008-11-19T22:49:00.003+08:00

ahaha hello, i'm finally blogging because something interesting happened yesterday. In fact its REALLY interesting. but lets sum up my week's event first.

monday: went for RGS-ICYL. then rushed for hf and then sec 4 prom duty. hahaha everyone were all SOOO prettty. omg couldn't recognise some of them.

Tuesday: went for RGS-ICYL. and and and I SAW NATASHA. no actually she saw me. HAHA omgggg. after 9 years. i finallly seee her again! she was my kindergarten best friend. there's another, she is olivia, but i don't know where she is now:(. but anyway, i'm soo excited. ahah

Today: went for RGS-ICYL then went for farewell. damnnit, i'm going to miss you all. REALLY i will ad thanks zay and sandy for your present. Sandy, your present is always soo artistic. Thanks zay, tommy really do mean alot. All the memories are in him.

Love, steph

2008-10-14T21:49:00.003+08:00

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY DADDYY<33(you and your retarded face. and my PILLOW<3333)

Happy Sweeet Sixteen! You better not be doing maths AGAIN today. hahaha.

GOOD LUCK FOR O'S. you can look forward to a really coool farewell after your o's

AND NOT FORGETTING OUR CHILLI CRAB HOR! So anyway,

thanks for everything!! LOVE YOU DADDDY!!

and yes, you were the best roomate ever. HAHA

love, AH BOY(steph)

2008-10-12T22:46:00.005+08:00

HAPPPY BIRTHDAYY SUBB((:
happy 16th britdhay! i hope you enjoyed yourself and didn't

just study the WHOLEE day. GOOOD LUCK FOR YOUR O'S and thanks for all your help
during invest. you were a GREAT external head.

<33>
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATHLEEN TAN<33(Remember this? aahhaha )
goood luck for your results! hahaah hope its fine and you won't fail:) WON'T FAIL. You just told me your diet plan haahha IT BETTER WORK THIS TIME!but anywayy happy birthday and lets hope hf will give you an easier time on your birthday! Lovee you
(our couple shot without rachel. ahah)

<33>

2008-09-26T21:33:00.006+08:00

hahaha exams are half way through. haha humans all over. i'm like slightly relievedd already. and i actually feeel that exams are over. shitt how. ahhaah cannott cannoot. i am still happily watching my tv show<33>

well anywayy,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAU KAH YEENN! <33

you're damn pooor thing, hahaah you are having GEOG on your birthday .

hahaha nvm, nextyear, mine will be during o's. thats worsee. ahha

good luck for the following papers:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE CHUAA<33

you're birthday is tomorrow, but i shall post it earlierr.

Good luck!! Love youuu.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIEE!<33

goood luck for your o's. hope you're enjoy your birthday tomorrow.

hahah. it shall be an unforgettable sweet sixteen. love youuu.

-stephh

2008-09-20T19:34:00.004+08:00

AHHHH shitt, eoys in 4 days! and i just keep stoning at my book and nothing goes in. WHAT THE HELL. whats wrongg man. hahaa

anywayy, yesterday was a frickinggg badd day. everything started in the morningg, then the subsequeent periods sucked, didn't get anythingg at all. i'm screwed. then the period after recess was A TOTAL DISASTER. well for those who were in class will know what happened. it was sooo ARGHH, how can she fricking do that la. angry also no need to do that kay. she totally made my day bad. okay whatever, dont want to talk about it anymoree.

today all i did was study ss! which i didn't know exactly how to study. PERFECTT.

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY LIM WEIQIN!!<33

its your sweet sixteen birthday soo enjoyy it!

you're lucky that you're birthday isn't during your o's!

thanks for all your advice and your encouragement!!
LOVE YOU!
-steph.

2008-09-04T23:28:00.002+08:00

I HAD THE FUNNIEST AND WEIRDEST DREAM LAST NIGHT!

bet well, i cant say it here. its kept between DADDY AND MEE rightt?? haha our little secreettt.

hahahahah i woke up laughinggg but thenn when i wanted the story to continuee, it became a different storyy but got the same people in it. HAHA what the hell.

Anyway, today was such an unproductive day. cause i ended up watching gossip girl and lipstick jungle(introduced by kettle) ahhaha. then i got addicted to it. shitt.

and shan and promised that 10 years down the road, we shall still talk to each other on msn and share our lifee. HAHAHA soo fun and excitingg. PINKYY PROMISSEEE!!

dated this day 4th in the month of september, year 2008.

2008-09-02T19:08:00.002+08:00

OMGG today was a frickingg funn dayy!!
Prefects training was sooo fun! i love the roleplayy part. i had like tucked in shirt with short skirt? who's brilliant idea??-wailam and bala. thankkss ahh. hahha i know i got hot legss. haha kidding. i paired up with ranitaaa, she was some annoying and rebelliouss one. hahha damnn funnyy. ohh salome, the bestt. she wrote paikia on her hands, then when it was her turn to act mean,

she was like "can you readd this,"

then the girl was like "paikia?"

salome went," ya, paikia, dont understand ah."

haahha wth.. soo fun, i want to do thiss again!! haha. i think this year's external is a rather strong teamm:))) with jesslyn, yani and joyce and joy, i'm sure invest and convention will be a blasttt. I HAVE FAITHH IN YOU:))

okay then came the games, hahahah the first one was oily cabbagee ball?!?! it was like captain's ball but with an oily cabbage. i had ballet after that so i tried my best to make sure i dont get dirtyy. next was some maths thing. ahhahahaha i kept screwing my part up. OPPPS sorry, seriously, i cant count! 1+2+3=5?? hahahha what the shitt. hahaha. they kept giving us some bombastic numbers! like i can do mental sums sooo fastt! ahahhaahha soo then i always hesitated. hahahah opps. okay next was memoryy game, then the link hands thinggg, then the shooting waterr thinggyy. hahahhahahah i told hirah i cant get wet, but she just wanted to make me get wet. hahaaahha damnnn. sooo i wass reallyyy reallly wet, and thanks to yani, i got even wetterrr, then my shirt was like translucent?? hahahahah GROSSS. but the grossesttt part has yet to come. we were supposed to gather for the grand finale. it was WETTING AND DIRTYING the excoo. the moment the prefects could start, mars charged towards me and PLONGED shaving cream on my facee, my face was like BURNINGGG. marss if i get pimples, I WILL KILL YOUU. then yani alsoo. and yess, i stunkkk AND i was superr unglam, with my translucent shirtt too. AHHH omgg sooo disgusting, mars even put shampoo on my hair. hahhahaha mars you suckkk bigg time!!

SOOOO GROSSS and i had no change of clothess. PERFECTT MANNS! hahaha supposed to go for ballet but then i was too stinking and dirty soo i didn't. sooo roach. i'll treat you to icecreamm kayy. PROMISEEE. then after that i was in the canteeen waiting for my dad. then i was talking to joyy. andd thankss alott ahh.

she was like" i just saw steph walking here. got hsien fa right? "

i said," steph?? huh?? ya got hsien fa but i never go."

she said," ohh you're going to kill mee for saying thatt."

then i realisedd she called me _____. YOU SUCCKKK, JOYY. hahah mrs muccully evenn better, doesn't even know that person exist but still called me that namee. WAHH THANKSS AHHH. even mrs liow, and mrs low. and my dear FRIENDS ,like that onee on topp, cann get me mixed up with herrr. PERFECTTTT. THEY ALL SUCKKK.

okay time to studyy:)))

i am really going to prove you wrong that i am not doing my best and i can't do well. just watch and i'll showw youu. and you'll be left speechless. you shouldd shutup and stop venting your anger on me and look down on me. i can't stand youuu

2008-09-01T14:02:00.004+08:00

SLC BBQ yesterdayy

met them at awfully chocolate and salome and nadia were like eating chocolate ice cream. omg i was soo temptedd, but i didnt eatt((: took a bus down to ecp. haha the bus ride was soo funny. i was sharing ipod with salome, so we started singing. i wanted to study but her singing was soo distracting. hahha i started to sing with her. then there was this indian guy sitting in front of us, then he turned around and saw us, SOO EMBARRASSING. ahhhh hahahha!! OH OH OH and i was watching the tv mobilee tooo! then it was like ballet. soo i started to watch and guess whoo i saww!! HAN KEE JUAN! ahhaha i wanted to videoo him to show kettle, but then my reaction was too slow. omg his class brings back BAD memories. GOODNESS.

met joys at the busstop and then walked to area c. haha we reaached there aroung 4 plus. and we were supposed to meett at 4. BUT we werren't the late ones! got people coming in still at like 6 plus?!?! haha make us wait forrr SOOOO LONG. and then the sc girls plus kwangming had to move around from indoor to outdoor cause of the stupid rain. aand then the food came but andre wasn't here yet, soo we had to mail the money to the woman. hahaha! nadia you should thank me for getting a man to come with us to carry the food, if not you would have to carry the heavy styrofoam box! ahhaha. nadia's slippers broke soo we went with nic to parkway to buy slippers. then we had to return their bikes for themm. and thenn salome wanted to start the fire but then we had noo lighters and tongs. PERFECTT. soo joys kwangming and i went to 7 eleven. oh then when we wanted to return their bike, the reciept was with nadia, soo we couldn't help her claim her ez link card. EVEN MORE PEFFECTT. when we went into 7 eleven, we bought the stuff but couldnt find the matchsticks. we didnt know if we were of age to buy lighters. hahaha soo we had to ask, soo embarrassing. i was like ermm are we allowed to buyy? hahaha stupidd laa. and the guy obviouslyy paidd. HAHAHAHA yayee. when we were strolling back, joys and i were talking about all our failed tests. haah soo funn.

okay then it was usuall stuff, blah blah blah. and after we cut the cake at like 8 plus. jing smsed me, but then joys siad she'll help me replied. i walked away and when i came back, she was totally scamming jingg lahh. soo poor thing, i bet jing was tramatisedd. hahaha omgg. thank goodness there was a straight bus home, soo i reached home ratherrr early((: ahaha yayee.

this was the mermaid they found on the beachh, soo gross!!

TUITION TODAYY

YAYEE we had tuna and corn sandwiches, but somee annoying person called kathleen tan jia hsin took my shareee. irritating, now she is worse than shaan!! annnoyinggg.
I OFFICIALLY HATE HERR.
HATEE HERR FOREVERR!!
hahaha okayy, time to study geog.

2008-08-29T23:46:00.003+08:00

BHANGRAA!!

haha 3se rocks! i think we did well for our bhangra dance although we didnt win!WE HAD FUN! hah thanks parveen and krit. i love bhangra!

we had geog lecture after that and we were all not in the mood too. so then the teachers were dancing bhangra for us while we sang for them. haha sooo funnyy. then there was a fire drill! soo we strolled to the field. and on the field, we startedd to singg. HAHA. then we formed the backstreet boys. fang, krit, belle, eugenia, shan, tricia and me and i cannnot remeber already. HAHA soo fun we sang I WANT IT THAT WAY and we sang jenny to jenny. HAHA. i guessed this is the last fun thing before our exams. damnn

after that it was concert. haha our dance was rather coool:)) mrs fern can dance mans!! hahaha

I SAW CAMMIE LOY AND RACHELLL WONG. but i didnt get to say hi to rachell wong! hahah i saw her from stagee. mans but jo is not even in singapore. i miss herrrr. COMEE BACKK JOOO!!

I DIDNT WANT TO GO FOR HSIEN FAA LORR, then they made me goo., wahh laoo, i could have studied. its my hobby noww other than stoning.

BTW, happy birthday uncle tan!

hahahahah

2008-08-15T20:16:00.003+08:00

YAYEEE NASTIA LIUKIN WON!!
wheee whee wheee!!!

ahahah i am soo happy that i dont feeel like doing any work!! here are some pictures!

She is like my all time favorite now! haha

kettle still prefers shawn johnson!

she is good lah, but nastia liukin has like the physique.

her legs are damn nice and longgg. ahhhhhh

YAYEEE I'M HAPPY! SHE WON SHE WON SHE WON!.

WHOOOHOOOOO! ahhahah

yayee yaye yaye

anyway, today was such a fabulous day. althought the first period wasnt good, we had a test. and i couldn't do any of the questions. MARVELLOUS
then we had geog,
i was soooo guilty conscious and my heart was beating DAMNN fast, ahahha
SCARYYY!
then we were supposed to have ce after that for one lesson and another for physics.
but we ended up talking about BGR. ahhah madam goh was damn funny and interesting!! yayee
then last period, it was supposed to be english, but ms hu went for invigilating.
so then mrs liow came in, AND we were let off at 2.00pm! haha.
we didn't do ANYTHING for amaths. soo funn! hahaha.
i totally love TODAY 15/8/08.

Then there was hsien fa, we were made to go on pointe. ARGHH i hate pointe cause i cant do it properly. totally suck at it. hahah . weeelll i amnot going to let that spoil my high spirits. YAYEE
hahaha i am super happy. goo nastia liukin & shawn johnson.

2008-08-11T12:05:00.004+08:00

I LOVEE CHIRSTMASS!!

my itunes was playing then it reminded me of christmas when the christmas carols came out. MANS. I really can't wait for it. Christmas is like the most exciting time of the year!!
I SIMPLY LOVEE CHRISTMAS!!!

this is the kind of place i want to be during christmas, SNOW!!!
When i grow up, i am totally going to celebrate chirstmas EVERY YEAR.
1. I shall bake/cook stuff with my children/friends.
2. I will go Christmas Shopping!!
3. I will listen to the christmas carols and of course out up ALL the decorations!!
4. I will have a bigg bigg party, invite many many people.
CHRISTMASS WILL BE THE BEST TIME OF THE YEAR!!
5. have bible study with friends/children
6.Oh yes, WATCH CHRISTMAS SHOWS
7. early early in the morning, i shall blast the christmas music
8. GIFT EXCHANGEEE:))
ahhhh okay this is totally making me sooooooooo excitedd!!!
After i get married, i want to migrate to a place where there is SNOWW and they actually celebrate christmas!!
omggg i'm soo frickingg happpy!!!!
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Everyone said that when they grow up, they will like be the coolest mum and nicest mum!!
THAT MEANS THE WHOLE WORLD WIL BBE SOOO HAPPYY:))
yayeee, nag-but not soo much
Stress- but not to the extend that they give up studyingg
HAPPY-EVERYSINGLE DAYY:))
i'm superr highhh. HAHAHA
Christmas is still a LONG LONG way:(( 4 more months, its okay I CAN WAIT:))
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okay i haven't blog for a FRICKING LONG TIMEE. ahaha
i had noo mood to blog. dont know whyy. but today i am damnn happy
i spent my WHOLE weekends watching the olympics. WHY must it be noww ahh. shit, even today, i wasted today.
Friday's celebration was SUPERR fun. yayee, everything except studying is fun lah
saturday, i woke up at 12. haha then i watched the olympics. FULLSTOP
Sunday, i watched the olympics FULLSTOP
today, i'm doing this. HAHAHHA goshh.
i HAVE to get back to workk now. but i'm too high.

okay nvm i'll try.

2008-07-26T20:22:00.003+08:00

I give up. ENTIRELY. THANKS ALOT! you keep on making me feel so smalll , so dumb, so stupid. what else do you want? Maybe i am all of that in your eyes, thats how you think of me. I don't care. You blame everything on me, everyone is better than me, i am the lousiest. FINE, I ACCEPT! you never ever said something good, everything that comes out from your mouth about me, is either that you want to nag/scold/insult me. I used to want to prove you wrong, but i tried my best and you still don't see it. Every single person can feeel stress, except me. everyone can stumble except me. I am still human BY THE WAY. i still have feelings, i make mistakes. My mistakes to you is SOO serious. The whole world can fail except me. The whole world can feel sick and tired except me. The whole world can have fun except me. I just got to be perfect for you. I give up. The more you push me and the more you try to "inspire" me, i lose my confidence, and my willpower and i refuse to go on. Let me drop all the way, i don't mind anymore. i want to work hard for myself but you keep on making it sound like no matter what i do, i am the worst. you don't understand me at all, but you always say you do. Do you know when i have probllems? do you know when i feel stressed, obviously not becuase you LOVE to rub it in. thats precisely why i don't tell you anything. the more i tell, the more you will judge me. But you know what, you have no right at all to judge me. Let me be who i want to be, let me live a life of my own. i don't want to be someone's shadow. I want my own. Let me be who i want to be. PLEASEEE. i give up totally. hope you're happy now.

2008-07-25T14:07:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i don't know if you are giving me your full support. i agree that i may not be as good as her, but i am myself and not someone else. I don't want to be someone else too. You keep on comparing me to her, making feel soo lousy. Maybe i am, but thats not for you to say. I was judge myself. I might seem to be following her footsteps soo closely but its not because i actually want to. I just gave in to circumstances. AND most of the circumstances are made by you. If you don't give me your support, then just say it. i hate it when you become so fake with me, it totally sucks. If you give me your support, then don't keep on changing your mind. Whatever happens, I have my own mind, i will make my own decisions and i'll show you how resilent and how stubborn i can get to get my way. PLEASEEEE. Give me my own freedom of thinking. I'm big enough and i will learn, jjust give me time.

its entirely up to you because i have not given up on myself.

2008-07-24T00:58:00.002+08:00

OOOOOOOOH, i haven't updated for like AGES.
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anyway, sooo much has happened already and i am too lazy to list it down here. Did my speech today. I WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOO SCAREDD kayyy then i kept jumping around and doing my silent scream. It was the election that i was scared of but instead it was the speech itself. i never liked public speaking and i would go "blind" everytime i see a large crowd and i have to speak. ahh well, i managed to do it. haha YAYEEE. i was literally shivering behind the podium! then i was so scared that i held on to the mic and let go only towards the end. haha i was kinda shaky at times cause i was nervous. Oh yes, and when we were presented to the school, everyone was doing the hand gesture thingg to show the decreasing order(of course by height!) then i was like wthhhhh. then when it was my turn to speak, my sister had to bring the platform thingy for me to stand. then she did it soooo slowly that it became obvious. AHHHHH ahah soo embarrassing kay. After my speech, i thought it was over. then mrs Low posted us a question!! i could never ever do this kind of impromptu stuff cause i have mental breakdown all the time. but thank goodness i was last. we were asked to say our strengths and the other 2 people's strengths.
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Chuch was first, she said her strength after hesistating for a LONG LONG while. then she went on to kristen's strength and she said it so easily. and when it came to me, she was like "erm stephanie leong... erm" like she got nothing to say about me. OHH MAN, that was the first embarrassing thing. well, she said SOMETHING in the end. then it was Kristen's turn, she said her strength and chuch strength easily too. Then when she was supposed to say something about me, then she also " erm steph, she.........." then she paused and HAD TO THINK. everyone started laughing alreadyy lahh. i was like cursing both of them on stage. SUPERR EMBARRASSINGGG. OHHH EMM GEE. then when it reached my turn, i was soo tempted to say," lets see, chuch/kristen..hmmmmmmmm" but it was too informal. ahh well, i embarrassed myself soo many times. RAWRR.
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ohh yes, ahhah when i was on stage, i could like totally see AMELIA CHONG laughing at meand smiling away!! and JOY WANG who was sitting RIGHT AT THE BACK OF THE HALL laughing soo hard!!!
i looked at miss hu like most of the times, and she was smiling away soo that gave me the assurance. ahahah:)
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okay anyway, i talked to miss hu about dropping physics, she kinda agreed with me that i should drop a subject. now i'm having second thoughts. but i am really scared i cannot manage. i am not HER. i'm different, i hate studying and i have no motivation at all to study. i'll pray about it.
sdg
PREFECTS TRIP NEXT FRIDAY. soo exciting. can't wait for this week to be overrr!! yayyeeee. ahahaha. soo exciting. i hope there is no hf on sat. then i'll be happpyy. wheee.

2008-07-13T17:38:00.003+08:00

Last week was the worse week ever.
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Monday: i was suffering from the scdance withdrawal syndrome. haha i totally had no mood to study. Went for tuition with ama, kettle and roach. the teacher served us tuna and egg snadwiches. It was sooo nice:) haha then we realised her husband was the pilot who was doing the safety video thing. HAHA sooo funnyy. then i was supposed to go to the chocalate cafe thing with shaan, but then i ended up sleeping.
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Tuesday: i had Geog block test. i didn't even study properly. All i did was READ. i am sure going to fail it! DEFINITELY. then i became high. ahaha then for dance, we all thought there was no dance. soo we were learning the hiphop steps from rachel. HAHAHA soo fuunny and fun. then ms deans came in. at first ms deans lesson was fun until it became sooo demoralising. She made us do scissors jump and fortes and fortes but with your leg low the side and the lift your leg and turn. :( i couldn't do it. many others too. but it was soo demoralising for us. well, then at night, had to stdy oral and bio. i guess oral was more impt so i gave that piriority. didn't study bio! anyway i had no mood to.
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Wednesday: had bio block test, sure fail also. After that, was my oral. i was REALLY REALLYREALLY nervous. i wanted to jump around but i couldn't because i will seem like a mad woman. haha soo i slept instead. OHH YES, i forgot that we needed our entry proof. soo like belle asked euuugenia about it, then i rmbed. i rumaged through my WHOLE bag but then i couldn't find. soo i panicked. i ran to class to get it. then i was searching through my whole desk and at last i found it. SCAREDD ME. anyway i totally screwed up my oral. i kept stumbling!!!!! i bet the examiner didn't even know what i was talking about. RAWRRR. everyone kept on rubbing it in that it was really easy. sooo annoying. i felt very shitty alreadyy lah. STILL SAY, thats veryy easy what. GOO AND DIE.
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Thursday: WE PLAYED RUGBY BAREFOOTED. SOO GROSS AND FUN. AHAHAH!!! THEN EVERYONE WENT TO WASH THEIR LEG. sooo fuunny. then after school, i was supposed to find cheryl wong but ahha i totally forgot abouut it then i went to find nic and mel and salah to study. HAHAHA OPPPS. sorrryyy friend(:
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Friday: was karina's last day:(. i asked mmy sister to pass her the present and guess what, my sister just puut it on her table and she didn't even know its from me until like at night. THANKSS AHH , such a sister. haha. we were also given the FORM during recess:(.then after school i studied with kettle and mel. HAHA kettle was trying to finish her compo aand she kept panicking and mel kept helping her. HAHAsooo fuuunnny. then they abandoned me. hahah ohh yes. then cheryl wong came then she studied with me for a short while only. HAHA THEN THEN THEN, joy came too. then the funnyy part was this:
Joy(to cheryl wong): hello!
Cheryl Wong: Hello!
Me: haha i told you both before that you guys are soo alike right?
cheryl wong: yeaa..
joy: err yeah(gave me that you're soo lame look, as usual)
okayy maybe you don't get it. ahahah youu got to be there too see it. because both was sitting in front of me. and thenn they were like giving the same expression and their voices sound soo alike and the way they talk. but their faces were soo different. AHHAAH FUUNYYY.
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i have less than 12 hours to think about the exco thing. i really don't know if i should go for it. HOW IF I CANNNOT MANAGE AND MY ACADAMICS GOO DOWN?! maybe i should just try apply, after all, i might not even get voted in. WELL, i don't know. i amm till in a dilemma and can't come to a decision. I'll pray about it and leave it to God. He'll make the choice which is best for me.
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THIS WEEK: chem test and amath test!! RAWR. i hate school now. i wnat to go overseas. staying in singapore totally sucks. I hate it and i am dying.

2008-07-07T23:29:00.002+08:00

this is the funniest convo EVER.

Steph. says:
I DYING CHERYLL WONG

Steph. says:
i'm

confetti rainfall & the quiet street says:
HAHAHA WHYY

Steph. says:
BECAUSE I GOT A GEOG BLOCK TEST TOMORROW

Steph. says:
and i don't get a thing

confetti rainfall & the quiet street says:
:O!

Steph. says:
I KNOW

Steph. says:
i amm frickinggg deadddd

confetti rainfall & the quiet street says:
ask your sister for help

Steph. says:
hahaha

Steph. says:
sister's are the worse people to ask help for studies from

Steph. says:
ESPECIALLY WHEN they have to study themselves too

confetti rainfall & the quiet street says:
true

confetti rainfall & the quiet street says:
even truER

confetti rainfall & the quiet street says:
hahaha

Steph. says:
HAHA

Steph. says:
youuu seeeee

confetti rainfall & the quiet street says:
okay i help you la

confetti rainfall & the quiet street says:
what's the topic?

Steph. says:
weather

Steph. says:
chapter 6

Steph. says:
i don't get monsoon at all

confetti rainfall & the quiet street says:
oh wait. this is geog.

Steph. says:
yeapp

confetti rainfall & the quiet street says:
yeah neither do i

confetti rainfall & the quiet street says:
how

Steph. says:
HAHAHAHAHHA

Steph. says:
omggg

Steph. says:
cheryylll wonggg

confetti rainfall & the quiet street says:
hehehehehe

Steph. says:
i want to drop school

Steph. says:
that was REALLY DUMB

confetti rainfall & the quiet street says:
but the school's too heavyy

Steph. says:
ahhahah

confetti rainfall & the quiet street says:
how to carry it and drop

Steph. says:
WAHH LAOO

Steph. says:
omggg

Steph. says:
this convoo is fricking lame

Steph. says:
HAHAHA

confetti rainfall & the quiet street says:
hahahaa

confetti rainfall & the quiet street says:
okay let me tell you what i know about monsoons

confetti rainfall & the quiet street says:
uhm

confetti rainfall & the quiet street says:
it's a strong wind

Steph. says:
haha sooo helpfull

confetti rainfall & the quiet street says:
that's all i know

confetti rainfall & the quiet street says:
HAHA SORRY LA

hahaha stupiid cheryl wong. actt smart. HAHA. okay i am really screwed for geog. its 50% and i don't get it and i got no mood at all to study. All i want to do now is to drop out of school and go overseas. when will i ever get a proper HOLIDAY. arghh this sucks soooo MUCHHHHH.

2008-07-06T21:04:00.000+08:00

You always think i can't make it, i am not up to standard, i am not working hard enough, i am not as good as the rest. but what do you know. maybe i am already trying my best. your assumptions are not always correct. well, youu should believe me for once. i did my best. stop criticising me and saying that soo many people are better than me. i know what i am good at, so maybe by shutting up will make things MUCHH BETTER. you find the bad things to tell me. i just can't stand it how you can't stop comparing me with others. i always feel like talking back, but obviously i don't because a huge quarrel will surface.
thanks for making me feel soo small.

2008-07-06T14:27:00.006+08:00

BEST OF THE BESTT<33 align="center">our rich and famous family.

dgfh I TOTALLY MISS CONCERT.
it was soo fricking fun. i like the pictures we took . ahaha its soo funny.
kettle ama mel roach and me redid our bimbooo cheer. then they thought it was tooo low, so they did a high pitch one which was SUPER GROSS. i kept on laughing.
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this is for youu kettle. you look RETARDEDDDD

BREASTFRIENDS FOREVERR.

2008-06-30T22:25:00.002+08:00

CONCERT IN 4 DAYS!

sooo exciting! i can't wait. but i really hope i perform well.

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ehh, school sucks now. i hate the workload lah

and the lessons are soo boring.

lets see, which subjects i am not understanding it at all and keeep doing soo badly.

1.LITERATURE

2.CHEMISTRY

3.EMATHS

4.GEOGRAPHY

5.CHINESE

6.ENGLISH

7.PHYSICS

wow, 7 out of 9 subjects. I amm soo dead mans. well, i need tuition.

BUT seriously, i have NO TIME AND INTEREST AT ALL.

rawrr. this sucks

2008-06-29T21:32:00.003+08:00

eeeee my itunes keep on playing the emo songs! ahhaah

asdfa

makes me feeel soo emo. thats bad. i don't want to. haha. anyway today was soo unproductive and boring. ahha didn't do much, jjuust like WATCH TV and SLEEP. ahaha

i really don't want this year to end. Although i am sooo suffering now and struggling, i still don't want this year to end. Firstly becauuse next year we have o's. SOOOO FRICKING SCARYY. then i got to start thinking about where i want to go that sort of things. YUCKKK. i hate that. Secondly, i will definitely miss the sec 4s. i don't want ocean pushcarts to leave. they had been like my commplainers and my advisors in stuff. They reallly did help me ALOT ALOT. and i guess they did make an impact in my life. Thanks for being there ALWAYS. I LOVEE YOUU GUUYSS:))) well, i don't want most of the sec 4s too leave from dance and prefects. well, you guys have been really fun to be with and to talk to. the times with you guys are indeed UNFORGETTABLE. working with you(investituure), going out with you guuys, going places with you guuys(seminars and barcelona). Every moment is treasuured REALLY. ohh yes, my dear family members. HAHA thanks for encouraging me and teaching me and helping me in soo many things. you will be greatly missed. It was great having you guuys around.

ASDFA

ANYWAY, on a happier note, DANCE CONCERT IS THIS FRIDAY AND SAT! soo exciting. i can't waittt:) THERE IS GOING TO BE NICE PICTURES FOR US TO TAKE. THAT IS IF WE HAVE THE CHANCE TOO. haha

2008-06-27T23:32:00.002+08:00

today was a screwed day, except for the night part.
first lesson of the day, AMATH. Mrs liow didn't come so she set us a pop quiz which i sooooo couldn't dooo lah!
second lesson, GEOG tutorial. i hate that the most. but anyway, i got like asked to go out to complete my hw. OPPPS. ahahahha well, i reallly didn't know how to do and she didn't believe me. RAWRR
break: i had NOOO FOOOD at alll! wahh laoo. starving like shit.
third lesson, bio prac. it was fun and alright. that was like the only nice lesson.
RECESS, spent recess at the dance studio watching the dorathy gladstone performances.
fourth lesson, EMATHS. i soo hate emaths. and like i felll asleep literally. Mrs gan set us work, bt i was soo tired that i fell asleep while doing my work. haha
Fifth lesson, SS! it was normal and fine.
Last lesson, PHYSICS. mdm goh gave us a lecture on physics spa which STRESS me sooo much. then we had a test which i totallly screwed it up. WELL, my life is screwed up, soo it doesn't make a difference.
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THEN, it was interview! i was like fricking scaredd. kept on jumping around. some came out sad some happy, some no expression. my throat was sooooo dry and i was like soo fidgety cause i was super uneasy. i got mr jo, mrs fern, miss chia, and miss cheong for my interviewers. they were kind of funnny! and they understood what i said, and thats good. ahahah they had some inside joke thing lah. hahah soo i just laughed along. ohh i said something reallly stupid.
Mr jo: who do you think is suitable for the head prefect role.
me: _____________(someonee)
Mr jo: whyy do you think so?
me: (gave a whole lot of reasons) whenever i need a problem, i'll find her.
everyone: hahahahhahahahahhaha
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i wanted to say whenever i HAVE a problem, i'll find her. ahhaha it made them laugh soo much. sooo yeah, wasn't soo tense.
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Had ot dinner after that. IT WAS REALLLY FUNNNY because we played dare or double dare. then like i got it first, had to eat somme REALLLY digsusting stuff. seriously, it was damnnn gross. anyway, salome had to like seduuce the guuy in the picture and run after the buus. AHA. she was retarded as usual. then ermm tim and yuanming had to go talk to the people at the bus-stop.then erm yuhui and nigel did some gay marraige thing. ahhaha. then erm kwangming was running with this runner-.-. then erm i can't rmb the rest. well, there is this super funny incident that happened. hahahahahaha
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i shall not say it here cause it mmmight be mean, but it was REALLY REALLLY FUNNY! ahahahah seriously! ahhaha. pooor andre. but well, it was a good time for him to patch up with her and find timme to talk to her. AHHAHA
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okay full dress rehearsal tomorrow! i shall goo pack. hhaha

2008-06-16T19:32:00.005+08:00

Today was like the last time we will have lunch before Hsien fa's class. TORTURE.TORTURE.TORTURE. but then it was fun gossiping like during our lunches. Ah well, we still get to gossip during breaks in between dances. haha. Its damnn fun! We went to Yosuku today, and all we ate was california Roll. it was kinda Nice but $3 for one. haha. then Hf, it was as usual --BAD. and well, we are all still in the item.

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I can't wait for concert! after the concert, i guess i'll miss dance like sitting in the room, stoning or gossiping. HAHA our favorite pastime(: I wish we could use our camera in the dance studio, then ALL THE UNGLAM SHOTS will definitely appear one. HAHA.

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BREAST FRIENDS FOREVER<33

sleepover on wednesday! YAYE. can't wait mans!

& thats all the time i spent with them.

I'll miss it. I really will.

2008-06-15T02:04:00.002+08:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY

sleepover on wed! yayee i can make it:)

ahahah we get to watch gossip girl when rachel is having tuition.

i'm too tired to type anything.

sfdgsdfg

I thought i could help, but i guess you don't want any. Maybe its time to stop putting a brave front. You should just let it out.

2008-06-11T19:56:00.003+08:00

"Accidentally In Love"

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So she said what's the problem baby

What's the problem I don't know

Well maybe I'm in love (love)

Think about it every time

I think about it

Can't stop thinking 'bout it

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How much longer will it take to cure thisJ

ust to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)

Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

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Come on, come on

Turn a little faster

Come on, come on

The world will follow after

Come on, come on

Cause everybody's after love

fsd

So I said I'm a snowball running

Running down into the spring that's coming all this love

Melting under blue skies

Belting out sunlight Shimmering love

Well baby I surrender To the strawberry ice cream

Never ever end of all this love

Well I didn't mean to do it But there's no escaping your love

sfg

These lines of lightning

Mean we're never alone,

Never alone, no, no

fghs

Come on, Come on

Move a little closer

Come on, Come on

I want to hear you whisper

Come on, Come on

Settle down inside my love

dghdg

Come on, come on

Jump a little higher

Come on, come on

If you feel a little lighter

Come on, come on

We were once upon a time in love

fhj

We're accidentally in love

Accidentally in love [x7]

Accidentally I'm In Love,

I'm in Love, I'm in Love, I'm in Love, I'm in Love, I'm in Love,Accidentally [x2]

ghj

Come on, come on

Spin a little tighter

Come on, come on

And the world's a little brighter

Come on, come on

Just get yourself inside her Love

I'm in love

2008-06-10T17:52:00.002+08:00

I don't think i can make it for the sleepover tomorrow lah. Its fricking unfair. WHY?! because its self explainatary, sucks lah. Maybe i'll just say i'll go there to study. AND I MEAN IT. i'll study.

Today's dance, i had like NO MOOD at all to dance. like seriously, YOUR MOOD IS AFFECTING MINE! this week sucks soo bad mans. but anyway, our break was soo fun. Joy was panicking about the concert shirt. HAHA FUNNY and then we were all giving her oour comments. then she panic even more. hahaha. then we studied, HOW AMAZING and gossip like a few seconds. hahha.

Ahh well, i am going to complete most of my hw today. i shall, since there is no dance tomorrow so i can sleep late. PEACE OUT:)

2008-06-09T17:40:00.002+08:00

Went out with ama meow and kettle today. ate pepper lunch and kettle was like panicking. well i think i was making her panic. then i added sauce for her, and i didn't realise that suppose to mix well first. HAHA ahh well. she is fine anyway. thenn thenn thenn, WE GOT CHEATEDD LAH. stupid woman said it was for a charitable organisation. then kettle and ama called mel and i and told us to look at the pen. EHH IT WAS $2. soo fricking ex. kettle said it is good. shall try it later.

Ohh and i just learnt how to PRINT SCREEN. ahah damn funny. its soo fun. I should have print screen when joy webcam to me lah. Seriouslyy UNGLAM. haha and kettle refuses to webcam because i'll print screen too. ahah I want a webcam. but nvm. MY PICTURES ARE NICE TOO:)

We thought of having a sleepover like on wed. but like i don't know if i can. Maybe i'll just go study with them, then i come home at night. AND SERIOUSLY, I'LL STUDY. shallnot waste the holiday. But i might not be even able to go so i shouldn't get soo excited yet.
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You just think too much. you think you are isolated from the rest of the world, the truth is that you aren't. You just imagine stuff to much. Therefore, you read things from a different point of view. Can't you just accept the things that you are facing and then deal with it in a cheerful way. Your mood spoils everything. You should learn to stay happy. Well, you never tried and then whatever you feel that day, makes us feel that way too. If you're happy, then EVERYONE will be happy. Seriously, i don't know what to do about you.

2008-06-08T11:09:00.002+08:00

okay I DID progress a bit. i did my chem hw except the block test. Sick of chem. I did my emaths Except the graphs. i haven't started on chinese yet. haha its soo boring. And i don't get geog at all, how to even study?! okay By wed, i will finish at least 3/4 of the hw! i don't know how i am going to do my chinese cuase i don't even have the book. HAHA marvellous steph. its sunday today and yet i have no time to do my hw. I got slc meeting later. RAWR. then i got to go to my grandmother's house. I LOVE HER MANS:)

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i'm like in love with the apples and bananas song again. its damnn cute. OMGGG

ahha oh and, beatboxing is damn cool lah. haha.

If i can beatbox, i'll be the coolest girl on earth. but well, I CAN'T. hahaha

i will learn. haha.

so far, i learnt about the hi hat and the PSH sound.

and then i also saw that beatboxer can pass out cause they forgot that their lungs need

oxygen. HAHA how stupid. i was laughing soo much.

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I realised that my favorite game is like minesweepeer, the jigsaw game and 7 hand poker.

always playing with kettle. Damn fun. WE ARE THE BEST RIGHT KETTLE?

Although i seldom win, but haha its fun. If i ever win, that means my luck is like SUPER good that day, which is most unlikely. haha.

okay concert coming soon. I TELL YOU KETTLE AND I MAKE THE BEST PRESENTS MANS.

wait and see. HAHA its super cool and creative. thanks to me:)

okayy church time.

2008-06-07T00:25:00.004+08:00

EVERYONE IS DAMN SAD NOW. like this whole week.

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WELL, CHEER UP GUYS

i have to cheer up too. haha

BE HAPPY!

2008-06-06T01:00:00.005+08:00

i don't know whats happening now though. Everything kind of sucks now. i can't seem to concentrate. I can't focus. There's always soo much things on my mind. And before i stop worrying, More stuff come along. Sucks. i can't get things right and back to where it was. Its all getting screwed up. Leave it or continue. I'm lost. Now there's another BIGGER decision. Go or don't go, i'm lost too. i just wish i can get out of singapore now, or at least have a break from everything. Well, thats not going to happen. its going to be Tough ALL THE WAY till october. How to i cope? I don't know either. i'm struggling here already. With an extra load, Will i cope? and again, I'm lost. Dilemaa! SHIT LIFE

This sucks BIG TIME.

O levels coming, Am i ready? Obviously not. Block tests coming, Am i prepared? Obviously not. Holidays ending, Homework done? Obviously not. Dance Concert coming, Am i near perfect? Obviously not. Elections coming, Am i Confident? Obviously not. THE BIG DECISION TO BE MADE, have i decided? Obviously not. My to-do-list is a gazillion page long. I have less than a month to do that - to study, do my homework, do my deep thinking. i hate big decisions, because i hate regretting. once i regret, I'll never like that thing again. And then i will dread it and it will suck.

Well, all i can do now is PRAY for the best.

And i really hope i get an answer or at least HELP.

Anyway, THANKS NIC AND ZAY:) I love you guys.

2008-06-04T16:31:00.002+08:00

its been like almost a week since slc is over. Well i did have fun

although i started out not liking it and dreading it. But all in all, I enjoyed slc, and i am missing it.

At least i am, i don't know about you.

Yesterday Nic and i did confessing. OMGG damn funny. But nic, YOU GOT TO SHHH, i will too. But my news are worse than yours. haha more scandalous. sooo yeahh. it was fun though.

Today hsien fa class sucked like shit. It was soooo tiring, he kept stopping the music and then starting from beginning. RAWRR. tomorrow got his class again, and my dear friend is "sick". NICE ONE breastfriend. i hope i don't get scolded by him tomorrow! Half the holidays are almost over, My homework are still ALL undone, i haven't started studying, My o's for oral and listening are coming. I am SOOO DEAD. soo much for being a nerd. I think i failed being one. but nvm, i shall still continue to become a nerd, its FUN!

SLEEPOVER! i want our sleepover! then we can like gossip till 2am or whatever time. Eat donuts, Swim and CAMWHORE! haha. I can't wait, but rachel is leaving soon. but nvm we shall gate crash Ama's house. haha it'll be damn funny. WE MUST HAVE IT! MUST MUST MUST.

i'll post pictures from slc soon, once i get the pictures from Nic.

Now, i am going back to being a nerd.

GO STEPH:)

2008-05-23T22:00:00.003+08:00

I AM PISSSEDD OFFF. damnit, i am getting pissed too often. well but i can't help it!

i was finding my jeans, and then i went to ask her, and i ended up getting scolded and nagged at. ANNOYING LAHHH.

RAWRRRRR. she is like always getting angry with me before i leave for somewhere. first was obs, then was barcelona, now slc. WOW. how exciting.

ohh today, ms tan kidnapped Tommy the monkey, she was like playing with it in class.

haaha, i was playing with it too, making stupid moves and actions. but it was fun!

ahahahah

ANYWAYY, bye friends, everyone who is going overseas, lets seee who,

shan, bah bah, elle, xin, bala, poh, chloe, Krit, Sitoh, Jiahui, Ama, Kristen

I can't think of anymore. BUT ANYWAY, HAVE A SAFE TRIP MANS!

have fun:)

ANYWAY KETTLE, THIS IS FOR YOU!

I AMM SOOO PROUD OF YOUUU:)

ahahahaha

2008-05-19T23:35:00.008+08:00

ohh yes, and nazi,

i don't know what talking you. HAHA and its okay, you can

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be blinded by love. :D

;j;l;lj;lj

I HOPE THIS FONT IS BIG ENOUGH FOR

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YOUR BLINDED EYES. HAA

2008-05-19T23:28:00.002+08:00

went to nic's house for the dance thing today. HAHA we were efficient. i hope we can remember it still though.

her mum bought bubble tea and california roll for us. YUM YUM

from sakae, damnn good lah. haha

I WANT MOREE NICC

and YOU

STOP FRICKING STRESSING ME OUT.

I WILL DO IT

AND I WILL DO IT WELL

NO NEED FOR YOUR CONSTANT NAGGING AND REMINIDING.

NOISE POLLUTION!

so smart then you do lahh. I but you can't. WEIRDOO

slc is in like a week's. SOO SCARY

omggg. i haven't told mrs chan i am like not coming for dance.

i wonder what she will say.

maybe i'll ask miss leong to do the talking instead. then i will be on the safer side.

Damnit i feel scared and excited.

how if i screw things up lah, then i'll never forgive myself.

STRESS STRESS STRESSS.

thank goodness tests are all over. :)

mans okay, everything doesn't seem to go right now.

i'm going to pray like alott now.

MENTAL AND SPIRITUAL STRENGTH. hahaa thats what my sister calls it.

okayyy nights.

2008-05-19T00:57:00.002+08:00

DAN KISSED GEORGINA!

RAWRR! stupid "sarah" go and diee mans. He was supposed to be a good guy:(

next episode is on tuesday. I hope serena and dan gets back together! THEY HAVE TO!

i can't stand georgina. haha okay, i'm chilling.

watched ironman today. It was really good. Kettle thinks its boyish.

hahah But its really good, i enjoyed it. hahaa. Station master's briefing tomorrow. Trash bag pangsei me.

Stupid her. but anyway, get well soon.

YOU BETTER NOT FALL SICK ON LIKE NEXT WEEK! I'M WARNING YOU!

haha

okay i need my beauty sleep.

you keep thinking you are so great.

but you are getting faker by the day.

Well, you've changed.. Alot

2008-05-18T00:03:00.002+08:00

kettle: whatever kettle, you're just jealous of me. Cause i am actually a winner!:)

Vera: thankss vera! ahha I SHALL. love you toooo<33

Shan:yeap yeap, holidays are coming! but i am going to be a nerd 8-) BUTBUTBUTBUT we can always have a sleepover:)

Rachel:HAHAH OHH YEAH. change already. hahah i shall change it now. Isn't my post nice:D

2008-05-17T23:46:00.002+08:00

BREASTFRIENDSS<33
haha. its soo funny. kettle came up with it during chem remidials, then she started writing to mel.
hahah. anyway, since rachel me and kettle has funny names, i decided to let everyone have a funny name.
Kathleen- kettle
Rachel- Roach
Steph- stooph
amanda- ama
Mel- Meow
Shaan- Shit

hahah i created a story with roach. here it goes:
Ama stooph was pouring water out of the kettle when she heard a Meow. she looked down and saw a roach instead. she was really confused and lost. she wondered how an insect can make a cat's sound. Then she said to herself,"this is shit."

HHAHA isn't it funnny! I think it rocks. haha
and i thought of making us the 6 breastfriends(can't be dwarfs obviously, so it had to be changed)
Kathleen- Crybaby
Rachel- Bimboo
Steph-COOL
Ama- TaiTai
Mel-??( i can't think mans!)
Shaan-Weirdo

haha i'll post a new one when i can think of mel's name. Actually it should be the Queen and the 5 slaves.
ahah then i'll be the Queen, then the rest can be the slaves. yeap. I argree with my point. it should be like this.

HAHA i think we rockk! like ALOT. haha kettle and i have the best ideas ever. You'll know why in due time. Patience is a virtue, so be patient.
Andrea's reply to this phrase will be" Sharing is caring".
haha she kept on saying that to me like during confectionaryy!
I CAN'T WAIT FOR OUR SLEEPOVER MANS! we must have one. and this time, lets have it like 3 days 2 nights! haha and then, WE MUST MUG! kettle and i are going to be nerds. we shall ,we will, this time, NOO FAILING:)
hahaha
okayyy, sleeeping time.
nights.

2008-05-08T22:39:00.002+08:00

EVERYTHING IS SOOO FRICKING SHITTY NOW.

I amm stresssedd. i am sure many others are stressed too.

i really need my sleep back. but thats like impossible.

I AMM SOOO CONFUSED ABOUT EVERYTHING.

but i amm going to persevereee

at least i hope i can survive.

2008-05-04T14:38:00.001+08:00

The post before this is in tamil. I don't know how to speak tamil. but i saw the link on blogger about translating your post into tamil.
ahha its okay fun.
i bet noone can decipher that code. haha.
i don't even know if its proper language.
HAHAA but whateverrr lah.

2008-05-04T14:35:00.001+08:00

இ பௌந்து திஸ் ஆன் தி பிளாக்கர் வெப் சைட். தென் லைக் இ தேசிதேது டு ட்ரை இட். ஹத். இட்ஸ் ஸோஒ புன்னி. தி ச்ற்றோகேஸ் ஆர் சூ புன்னி. எவேர்ய்திங் இஸ் சோ புன்னி. அன்ய்வே, இப் யு கேன் தேசிப்தேர் திஸ், இ சூ அட்மிரே யு. பெகுசே இ டான்'த எவேன் க்நொவ் வாட் இ அம் தல்கிங் அபௌட். த்த. திஸ் இஸ் சூ புன். இ டான்'த எவேன் க்நொவ் இப் திஸ் ப்ரோபேர் தமிழ். பெகுசே தி பிச்டுரே ஜஸ்ட் அப்பேஅர்ஸ் அண்ட் அப்பேஅர்ஸ். சோ இ டான்'த ரேஅல்லி கேர்.
இட்ஸ் ஸோஒ புன்ன்ன்!
ஹக்க்காத

2008-05-04T14:28:00.002+08:00

i don't feel like studying ANYMORE. so i decided to post!

haha! KETTLE! WE ROCK MANS. we are like the most creative and coolest people. And thanks to my shittting, we thought of such a MARVELLOUS IDEA!

haha.

anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY AGAIN, FANG aka FUNGUS aka FANGERYL aka Michaelangelo aka FREAKK.

ahhaa. have a great birthday:D

2008-05-04T12:10:00.002+08:00

well, saturday i got kicked out. something like that anyway.
see kettle, it weren't you! :) but we still have to prayy like more kay!
haha.
watched VJC's concert yesterday, haha was quite funny, and nice. mostly hiphop. I don't like hiphop that much though. but yeah. the guest school which performed was sooo good. i mean they are SOOO young, and they can dance sooo well already! ahah coool them! oh oh oh there was this item where there was this guy like doing breakdance. IT WASSS SOOO FRICKING COOL! i liked it. haha they day i can do that, is the day the sun rise from the south.

ANYWAY, happy birthday fang<33 be a happy and optimistic personn:)
smilee and be happy. don't get stressed out or pissed off today. because today is your SPECIAL DAY! ILY<33

emaths test and amaths test coming up. soo i got to study now. I am soo going to become a nerd. i think nerds are COOOL.
love, steph

2008-05-01T20:33:00.003+08:00

Brought the Orphans from Darul Ihsan Orphange today. I like the small ones. haha. My next cip, shall be to the CHILDCARE! ahhah the girls/boys would be soo cute. haha. went to dolphin lagoon, then Opposite underwater world to do some games and eat. deanna shan and i went hot guy searching. But then the search was soooo dissappointing! turned out to be like OLD FLABBY GUYS INSTEAD! and there was this china guy who was rolling down the sand, and his body was like SANDYY. aha it was utterly gross.

"Eh the lifeguard is qutie okay lah"

"but his shirt isn't off yet"

haha deanna, YOU HORNYY PERSONN!

then went to underwater world. then mars me and sun, left the place. Ate bnj, then corn.

MR YELLLOW SHIRT GUY, where are youu? ahha sun, me and liane spotted him. Then like liane kept saying she and the guy were like LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT, cause the guy looked at her. Then shan also said the guy looked at her. THEN HE LEFT IN A TAXI WITH HIS FRIENDS. and sitoh made it soo obvious that she was looking at him. After he left, we were alll like SAD. hahaha. Then CHERYL FANGG AH. say that she alsoo saw him. then she said, she was 1m away from him. and they looked at each other. HAHA whateverrr fangg. WHATEVERRR. I'm overrr anyway although i emoed throughout the busride.

then fang and belle came to crash my house. i led them like the long way. because they were laughing at me the whole time. Dunno why. it wasn't funny at all. then there was one part where we were at the junction. then i wanted to lead them to another place. then hahha let them walk the wrong way. But then suddenly, the gate of my house open. And belle and fang were laughing like crap. it wasn't funny though. they're just plain weird. I wonder why they are my friends.

HAHAHA

okayy now, serious stuff. I am soo scared for sat!

firstly, ITS PTD. my L1R5 is not good. Although i seem to get many As. BUT THEN I GOT MANY Cs too. sooo yeah. SUCKKKS. i'm soo scared my mom will demoralise me even further. then after that, i breakdown, then no mood to dance. And dance is like next on my worry list. HF dance, i didn't know whether i was prepared when he asked me. I didn't want to be in his dance, but i wanted to give it a try. then now, I am soo stressed about it. Cause he is going to kick me out on sat. Kettle, You wouldn't get kicked out. Trust me. you wouldn't. It'll be ME. I don't want to get kicker out, but its not like i want to be in his item. SHITTT LAH. dance is sooo fricking competitve. Everything is though. but dance is VERY EXTREMELY competitve. You have like soo many people to compete against. Competition is not avoidable. It exist everywhere and anywhere. and everyone competes some way or another. But those that become SOO competitive just annoys me. Maybe they just want to excel. But yeah, Its too much. I'm like kinda lousy now. Ms deans wouldn't choose me over soo many other better people. sooo yeah. Its kind of depressing. because everyone seems to do sooo well now, and i'm like DROPPPING DROPPING DROPPPING. sometimes, the harder you work, the more you seem to fall. thats what is happening to me now. RAWR. life sucks with annoying people in it. Can't they just be more relax and not be soo overly competitive. I don't want to compete with you. Neither would i give up. But seeems like you won the fight already.

CONGRATS. you just beat me to EVERYTHING. everything is yours now, go shine go do whatever you want. becuase you're in the limelight now. there's just one more which you have yet to catch up. you can work hard and beat me for that too. But i don't care. Although the feeling is fricking shitty but whatever. I DON'T CARE. I MEAN IT. just get out of my sight AND my life mans. SERIOUSLYYYY.

2008-04-27T14:44:00.002+08:00

hhahah! i haven't blogged for agess mans.

Never had the mood too.

Ohhh yesterdayyy thanks to weiqin, something happpened! it was a goood thing lah.

like damnnnn goood thingg. It was like MAGICC LAHH!

omggg thankss soo muchh. LIKE YOU HAVE BEEN HELPING ME ALLLOOOT.

i owe it to you. and whatever i promisedd you, I'll definitely Not break that promisee.

REALLLY I WON'T! weiqin and nette are like my private coach. one of them encourages me like non stopp.

another teachees me withour fail! put together, It becomes PERFECT!

i owe it to themmm! Don't worrry! i won't Gu fu you guys:)

PTD IS SOON. but mdm goh is getting nicer. sooo i think it'll be alright. At least i hope soo. my results are damnn crappy for some! especially my languages.suckks like hell

I really hope like whooever who wants to join ______ doesn't go there for the guys. I mean its quite obvious who wants to. and i hope she doesn't go for it. Otherwise te 6 OT members will be soooo Overpowered if she comes. Her alone CAN DIEEE.

Anyway, I thinkk the-person-who-thinks-i-am-a-bimbo-to-be should think about it like reallly seriously. see which is better for you. Then choose.But whate ver it is, you have my support. REALLLYYY.

OKAY EXACTLY ONE MONTH! it'll be over. soooo The Six of us willl survive this one month, since we already survived the last 2 months.

we cannnn do it:) JIAYOUU. WE ROCK, soo don't care about the ARGHHHH people because we are the championns mans. They just got no brains. haha. sooo hanggg onnn people. One month to go!

THERES A CHINESE PAPER TOMORROW, AND A LIT TEST ON TUESDAY. AHHA I HAVEN'T STARTED STUDYING. ASS USUALL. ohh yess, i remembereddd, VERAA TOHH, I AM SOO GOING TO KILLL YOU ON MONDAYYY! really really reallly. trust me.

I FEEEL SOOO GOOODD NOOOW! ahhaha

2008-04-13T20:25:00.002+08:00

I NEED A BREAK, SERIOUSLY.
I'M NEVER GOING TO GET A BREAK UNTIL I AM OUT OF EVERYTHING I AM IN NOW. maybe it was an entirely wrong decision. but i can't get out of it now. the only way is to continue. but by continuing that, everything is just going to drop drop and drop. i doubt anyone will really get what i am talking about because how busy they are. i am always and is definitely busier than them.
i don't think i'll like withstand this any longer. because i am soo sick and tired of it. i think i should just drop out of everything except my cca and just focus on my studies. and base on my studies, i get into whatever jc i want to. My parents are of no help at all. they don't get the fact that i am soo sooo sooo stressed out. and some fricking people think that i am sooo free that i can do everything and anything. its hard to say no to them anyway. So what i do is Accept and a new stack of work is added to my list.
School sucks now. i don't enjoy going to school anymore. neither do i enjoy coming home because all i get is NAGS after NAGS. Everything sucks now. and i feeel so fricking shitty after what salome told me. and i can't get work passed up on time now. i try my best but still can't get more involved in PW or SLC or Prefects. mainly becuase i cannot juggle everything. I don't know how to.
Everything is also getting so competitive. Everyone is catching up with me. people say they are not going to do this or do that, in the end, THEY DO IT. its sooo annoying and then you never know when anyone is competiting with you because obviously they don't tell. but then slowly they show it unconsciously. Compete then compete lah. what so secretive about that.

& can't you be a little more sensitive
i can't stand you.
you just disgust me now.

2008-04-06T16:16:00.003+08:00

yesterday was the performance at SJI.
anyway, rachel tio was creepy that night. she was like exceptionally amazingly nice. FREAKKY!
We were supposed to do scrapbook before that, then they didn't come early, so actually all they did was, LAUGH AT MY UNGLAM PICTURES weiqin and kathleen printed. :(
ahahha my unglam shots were like soo unglam. embarrassing!
rachel and i shared an umbrella to walk to SJI. then rachel cannot hold properly one la! haha i kept on stepping in puddles, the joy kept saying, steph, you just stepped into a puddle.
haha

stupid Rachel Tio made my whole face become soo red and my lips soo ugly. cause i couldn't put my lipstick on so rachel offered to help! and she put like sooo UGLILY. it was soo out of shape la. then amelia tried helping me clean the excess lipstick off my mouth. then it was red. so i tried cleaning it. then it became even worst! so i decided to just remove the WHOLE thing. and eryn helped me in the end.

Mrs chan," girls, now on, we are not going to put on your lipstick for you anymore."
mei-shaan," Good luck steph, you're going to die."

And i have such a friend. wow.

ohh and after the whole thing, rachel me and shaan were the last one at the petrol station with Mrs elaine Lim. shaan called her mum, i called my dad, and in the end, both of us had to walk to tanglin. Rachel was left alone there with mrs lim! HAHA! anyway rachel, ITS YOUR RETRIBUTION for destroying my lips.

2008-04-03T21:11:00.002+08:00

3se rocks!

CLASS CHEER TODAY!

it rocked though we didn't win.

we had fun. it was sooo coool. everyone did soo well.

its okay we willl win it next yearrr!

WE WILLL. haha

sports day tomorrow, not really running. soo i shall take pictures, SPAM SPAM SPAM

haha oh oh oh we might do our scrapbook too. ahha funnny, cause we will all get bored. SERIOUSLY, WHO WOULDN'T

anyway i am going to sleep at 11 today! since tomorrow there is 'no school'

2008-04-02T23:57:00.002+08:00

It seems so weird now.

its all different now.

it was never like this.

but there's nothing i can do

EMATHS TEST TOMORROW.

I'M NOT PREPARED. I AM NOT CONFIDENT IN THIS TOIPIC LA.

wth. and i got zero for my physics SPA. cause i couldn't go for the spa thing. and it was the only time i could go

but remidial comes first. soo now i don't know what to do.

today sucks:(

2008-03-28T18:33:00.004+08:00

I'm BACKK!

i have like a major jetlack! i survived the lessons until after recess. being back isn't that good though. i really miss the trip. i want to go back. its soo much funner there. but like the next time we go, it would be different.

the plane was like SOOOO coool. the television and stuff were different. its like coool. i sat with xiao mei and ah ma. haha. xiao mei slept soo mmuch. and my movie marathon wasn't that successful. i slept too. oh oh oh. we danced for the air stewardess! haha then we got gifts. the free plane gifts. it was sooo funny. xiao mei, ah ma and i wanted to brush our teeth. then we ended up dancing. then uncle curry and eryn and kelly came too. they got free gifts too. we took pictures with them. we transitted at milan then to barcelona. its was like fricking cold in barcelona.

when we got to the hotel, everyone was like stoned. i roomed with joy and our room was kind of opposite biru's and xiao mei. we kept on playing cards.

competition and rehearsals on the second day. then on friday we had a free day! so we went down to town. took 3 hours to go down! haha but then the ride there was quite fun. Mrs chan didn't accompany us! hee hee. oh but guess what. when we went down, the shops were ALLL closed. cause it was good friday. such a wasted trip. at least we had some cool experience! HAHA!went back to hotel and again played cards. next day was competition for the solos and classicl ballet. and it was xiao mei's birthday. then sunday competition too. oh oh oh i think it was sunday where we started the family thing. biru was the mother, joy was the daddy, jeannette was the xiao mei and i was the brother. daddy's name was cory and mommy's was something. i can't rmb. xiao mei's name was chelsea and i was charles. then we toook family portraits! ahahh then ah ma, ah gong, mama and gong gong were added in too. sooo fricking funny.

monday was sightseeing. and tuesday was SHOPPPING. wednesday was going back :(

ahhh i really really miss it. and i didn't take picture with my daddy. and the room. the rooom was fricking nice.

ALL IN ALL, BARCELONA WAS GREAT. like seriously. i wouldn't mind going back there, WITH THE SAME PEOPLE!

Thanks for making this trip fun!!

oh yes, my chinese society. chuch is the chairperson. haha. let me tell you the names.
rachel: xiao hong
steph: xiao hei
jeannette: xiao Bai
kathleen: xiao cho
weiqin: xiao qing
joy: da hei
karina: Ka li
new recruitment: biru: xiao pigu/da bai

My familyy. we all look sooooo tired. :)

now, in schoool, life sucks. i didn't get a thing ms tan was saying. i was soo fricking lost. and fricking tired. and like during english i slept. and i have a very bad feeling of something. like i wouldn't say here right. DUH-ER!
but yeah, i am sooo scared now. but like i guess its something so hard to say in words. anyway, that feeling sucks. and i really wanna go back soi wouldn't be here, in this pile of STRESSS. sucks. everything sucks. well at least i had some fun.

2008-03-18T20:14:00.002+08:00

SAYONARA EVERYONE!
i am leaving alreadyy. bye fang! stayyy strong and happpy!!:)
bye sarahh, hope weee get inn! bye shann! thanks for helping me collect my homework! byebye everyone else!!
haha i'm leaving in erm 45 mins! sooo exciting!!

see you guys in 9 days time! I LOVEE YOUUU GUYSSS!

<33>

2008-03-18T00:05:00.003+08:00

I'm leaving in less than a day!

well, i'm not done with my work. but i'm leaving in less than a day. i bet everyone is equally excited. i haven't packed finished because i am still rushing on my work. I just recorded my voice for the chinese thing. My salina dry already. and now i am hungry:( but i am scared to go downstairs to eat. By this time tomorrow, i would be on the plane already, watching my movies. :D

haha! i'm going to miss singapore. maybe not actually, but i'll definitely miss my friends. i'm already missing nicole,zay, yus and vera. but i won't see them till i return. I hope they are funning fun now:)

Wish me luck for tomorrow. I bet i would stone throughout the day. I'll try my best not too. i want to change place, not that my current place in bad or anything. but then i can't complain to wei wei. and when i write something to shan, its always so sneaky. HAHA. and fang is so farr back that if i keep passing her notes, those people who help me pass will get so fed up. oh yeah, thanks fang for the sweets. I'll miss you my dear complainer. okay let me continue my work now.

oh here is a picture from my friday's dinner with issy, trash bag and rachel.

I am like going to see rachel soo many timees haha! and the dance girls too. HAHA i'm going to get sick of youu all. HAHA kidding.

2008-03-17T21:26:00.002+08:00

tomorroow!
i am leaving tomorrow!!
but i got a huge pile of hw to complete!! arghh. and like everyone is pestering me to do my project work. i mean like i am alreadyy stress enough and i have alreadyyy so much to do. I will get it done, but be reasonable, i am too human!
what is their problem. GIVE ME A BREAKK can't they. THANKS ALOTT FOR ALLL YOUR HELPPPP by stresssing me out soo much.
i miss my ocean pushcarters. i can't bully zayy to release my anger and my stressness. i can't tell yuss stuff and i can't talkk to nicole. at least i am leaving soon. Away from some people. Seriously, give me a break. i cannot take it anymore. Can't you be a little more ________. arghh okayyy whatever. I'll get it done. Stop hurrying me!
I haven't packed finished, i am not done with my hw. i am stresss out now. and tomorrow i have no time to pack. neither do i have time to do my homework. Make time freeze someone. make it freeze. i have been like passing up my homework late. and like my name keeps gettting called for submission of hw. blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. i need entertainment. i need a LIFE!

& i can't stand you.

2008-03-16T17:33:00.003+08:00

2 MORE DAYS!
i don't think we are exactly prepared. but i'm prepared to go. i've packed my bag. and like i think there is not much space left. Die. HAHA how if i can't even carry it to the hotel rooom. i know i know, i ask joy to do it. 2 more days. 3 more days to competition. less than a day to schoool. i don't think i am ready for school. really. i'm super tired now. but i can't sleeep. i got a whole lot of hw to complete. soo i shall do it now.

This sucks, it really does.
i neeed a life.

2008-03-15T23:18:00.001+08:00

GIVE ME A BREAKKKK!

whats wrong with you?!

2008-03-15T19:41:00.007+08:00

RAWRRR!

thisss sucks! holiday is ending. i am not ready for school. reallly. i think like i am seriously not going to manage when i come back. but when i come back, i would have soo many tests coming up. stress.streess.stress. i neeed help. like lots of help. i shalll and i will reallly study when i am away. at least i have my seniors to teach me. i hope i still have the energy. I miss jo! reallly. i can't talk to her now:( she seldom comess online. ahhh. ohh yeah, smillly is suchh a TOOOT person. she forgot about our kfc date. :( i am soo heartbrokennnn. reallllly. ahhhh

i am going to breakdown anytime soon. i can't take it anymoreee.i reallly neeed help. but now i can't really tell her much. she needs help more than i do. if i get equally sad and depressed, how am i supposedto help her. then she'll be worst. i shall stay strong. stayyy strong steph.you can do it. com'on!

3 days more!

sooo exciting!! haha! i haven't packed my bag. but i am soo excited! yayyyyee

2008-03-14T23:24:00.002+08:00

CHRISTMAS ISLANDERSS ARE BACKK!

finallly, my dear complainer is backk! i missed her soo much! and smily lock is backk! my date with her tomorroow is still on! HAHA soo exciting! today during dance, mrs chan kept telling me to smile. but then noone was making me smile andd it was soooo stupid smiling to a walll or a mirror. so retarded, so she kept picking on me. Lin chuch got picked on too. Pooor us! oh we got out shirts for the trip. the colours are ____. i mean YELLOOW and BLUEEE, GREYY AND BLACK? what kind of combination is that! and we need to wear it on the day we leave. RAWRRR. oh thenn i went for geog project. Somehow it wasn't a geog project anymore! becuase when i went there, i told them that i had pictures from weat coast park and pasir ris. HAHA i got killed by them, especiallly adilah and belle. HAHA opppps sorryyy mans! then i met rachell and salome and issy. went shopppiing and dinner with them. It was funn! hahah rachel and issy can reallly shop man! their legs not tireddd one! HAHA! dinnner was DAMNNN GOOOD. then we went to candy empire. HAHA IT WAS SOOO FUNNNY after we bought our sweets or chocolates! HAHA! issy and salome went crazyyy.
ANYWAY, i am leaving in 4 days time! so exciting! yayyyee! but i haven't started packing. packing is exciting, but its sooo time consuming!but thinking of the trip is soo excites mee mans!
I wonder what the choir girls are doing noww! itss sooo unfair. they are like enjoying now. i want to sleeepp now:) i shallll. HAHA!

2008-03-13T18:11:00.003+08:00

5 more dayyys!

choir girls left! nicole, yus and zay called me at 5.34am! and zay and yus kept talking some ego stuff.

"you're going to miss the people who makes the greatest impact in your life"-yus-

hahah yeah yeah whatever, and she left an email and a friendster comment when she was at the airport. HAHA how funny. Christmas island are coming back today.i think sooon! WELCOOMME BACKK MANSS!

5 more dayys for me! 2 more rehearsalls before leavinng!ahhhh! i don't think we are FULLLY prepared lehh.but we will get a prize backkk. i really hope we are not stuck in our groups for most of the stuff we do. then i can't talk to rachel and shaan and chuchhh and jinng and jilllian and many others.

i want to read tuesdays with morrie! it suddenly sound like SUCH a nice boook. it seems sad! kathleen is going to cry:]

ahhhhh my date with smily is comming! SATURDAYY AT KFC'S! hahhah

soooo coooool! yaye i am looking forward to ittt.

this picture was from tuesday when we went out! haha amanda was soo facinated by that chopstick thing and the diamond ice mould thingg! haha damnnn funny! i think our shopping trip became a fooood trip instead! we ate aloot!:) i ate takopachi, salad, auntie anne's, ice creammm! SOOO YUMMMYYY! i don't mind eating somemore! ahhh but i need to lose weight before the trip. then i can eat alll i one there! HAHA!

oh and then after the shopping, i went to lido! meow tan invited me to watch step-up 2! THANKKS MEOW! i love youuu! it was awesome seriously! the dances are sooo prettiful! i was so inspired but i couldn't do anything to the inspiration i had! haha so sad righht. anyway you have to watch it because it seriously rockkks!

okay dinnertime. tata!

2008-03-12T19:33:00.002+08:00

6 more dayyys!

Choir girls are leaving in like less than 12 hours! thats really short! i'm leaving in 6 days! YAYYE! oh christmas islanderss coming back tomorroow! wow! so many things happpening! so exciting!
i haven't finished my school homework! its seriouslly DROWNING me. at least dance "relaxes" me. I am going for a movie marathon on the plane! JEANNETTE'S JOINING ME! and i am soo going to eat my licorice MYSELFF! haha eat it discreetly. Oh today we had a short performance for our parents! it was soo late in the afternoon, i felt like sleeeping. then i had no moood to smile but i forcedd myself too! heh heh. soo tired now! BUT I CAN'T SLEEEPP! I SHALLNOTT!
persevere steph!! persevere. MAKE MY EYESS OPEN! and my brainnn FUNCTIONINGGG!
okay now i am going to be a hardworking girl and do my hw!

2008-03-10T17:14:00.003+08:00

8 moree dayyys!

today, Orall suckedd reall bad! i got soo low.
lao shi was like," are you satisfied?" obviously in chinese.
i was like,"not satisfied."
ahhhh so embarrassing! She said my content was goood but not the way i present it! I WAS TRYING TO SAY COMPLACENT IN CHINNESE! but i just couldn't say the word. at the end of the oral, lao shi was like," you were trying to say complacent right? its zi man." haha! lao shi is PSYCHIC!soo coool! zeshan and i were slacking during the time we were supposed to be doing our hw. HAHA but in the end we did it :)
and during dance today, we got our handbook:] PAcking list and iternary. at least my group has nice people. but i don't get why we must have groups. A bit the lame right! i am rooming with Joy. HAHA! thats like sooo much better than who i thought i had to partner! like milllion times bettter! DUH RIGHHT! mrs chan packing list is super vague! how to pack like that! the iternary seems quite fun! i am really looking forward to it right now. HOW EXCITING!! our jacket is quitee nice la. the colour should be a nicer colour! and i can't remember if i bought too big a size! haha! ohh and i don't get the handbook. its like weirdd. HAHA!
okayy i am going for ballet!

2008-03-08T21:01:00.002+08:00

i am going out soo much during the holidays! its like tuesday, wed, and fri! haha! omg this weeek is going to pass reall fast! then i'll be like going off sooon already! THIS IS SCARYY!
okay anyway, i am going to start on my homework alreadyy
I LOVE GOSSIP GIRL<33
I LOVE ONE TREE HILL<33

2008-03-07T21:02:00.002+08:00

SCHOOOOL HOLIDAYYS!

but anyway it wouldn't be a holiday for me. at least not a proper one! i still have to wake up early and go to school everyday. thats soo sad! it was supposed to be my catching up time. I guess maybe noot anymore. I shall make the best out of the holidays. Although i only have the night times to do my own work! AHH i neeed to manage my time properlyy now. ROARRR. My time management skills suck! but anyway, i shall tryy.
This one week 'break' is going to pass reall fast. the next moment, i'll be going to barcelona alreadyy. Its so exciting yet so scary. But i will enjoy myself la. It seems fun, with the dance girls! HAHA rachel and i planned to have a supper party! I'm looking forward to it!
Its friday now, the following friday, the choir girls will be gone. then i wouldn't see them for like 2 weeks? thats sad! BYE BYE vera, nicole, yus and zay! HAHA! i know you will miss me! oh oh oh! BUT that friday, we are going to sentosa for our geog project. sadly, i can't go for the east coast one! i got dance:]
but then i'll join them laterr and then go back to vivo for dinner and then watch august rush i thinkkk!
WAHHH soo exciting! I AM SOO GOING TO BUY LICORICEE! THEN I'LL EAT ON THE PLANE. WEIQIN IS MAKING ME SHARE WITH HER. SO I AM GOING TO EAT DISCREEETLY! then noone will see! wheee!
talking about buying stuff, i realised i got to buy stockinggs! and ballet shoes. Ballet shoes from sonata and stockings from stage image! aiya, must go and travel down again! itss so not on the way. unless my mummy takes me. I doubt she will.
okay its time to write my whole week's schedule now :)

2008-03-06T21:18:00.003+08:00

I MISS THE CHRISTMAS ISLANDERSS!

today schoool was boring and sleepy. i survived physics! how coool is that! Yeen was trying to make me jealous by saying like," ohh don't miss me kay! i am going off now." and mars was like," BYE STEPH." so did Fang. how annoying can they get! During recess today, Jillian and i went to the dance studio, but it was taken, so we went to the changing room. i started eating my biscuits there. Then mrs chan came! i hid my foood and then i asked jillian to turn off the lights. We sat in the dark, eating! then kathleen and mel goh, shaan, rachel, ama, cheryl came. Apparently they didn't see us, cause we were in the dark. it was superr funny! During Chinese, almost everyone was sleeping! at least almost going to sleep! i was like soo tired. Then it was geography, i didn't get what miss leong was saying :( The class was super quiet. i think zeshan, me and adilah were the only ones WHISPERING!
ohohoh, when school ended, zeshan me and eugenia were like the only ones left in class. then zeshan took so long to pack her stuff. this is for you tan zeshan -.-
haha! then when we left, this was the funnny conversation
eugenia" so you are going to leave me here?"
zeshan" yes byebye, later mas selamat come catch you."
eugenia" AHH don't scare me i get scared okay!"
HAHA! omg retarrdds!
Barcelona in 12 days! its so exciting and so scary!
byebye to choir girls! you're leaving in like a week's time! sorry i can't send you off, vera, and my dear ocean pushcart. But seriously, ITS SOOO EARLY IN THE MORNING! but you guys can call me! i'll wake up just for you! see i'm nice. :)
i wonder what the christmas island people are doing! sleeeping?
haha maybe they are studying!! i need to start studying! seriously! but its so unfun. and i got no more motivation! i should have. but its dying off.
And yes shah, i will not be attending your funeral but will be having my funeral with you! HAHA!
i have not been doing my hw! AND I NEED MY SLEEEP BACK!
sarah is sending me nice songs now! and i am sending to zeshan whatever she is sending me! this is lame!!!
okay here is a nice nice song!

"Built To Last"

I've looked for love in stranger places,
but never found someone like you.
Someone whose smile makes me feel
I've been holding back,
and now there's nothing I can't do.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

All of our friends saw from the start.
So why didn't we believe it too?
Whoa yeah, now look where we are.
You're in my heart now.
And there's no escaping it for you.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight
You and I were made to get love right

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.'
Cause you are the sun in my universe,
considered the best when we've felt the worst
and most of all it's built to last.

2008-03-05T18:46:00.002+08:00

today during english period. it was like super depressing! my markss make me sad:(
i was like sooo stressed out. ahhh everything is like now cramping and piling up!
THIS SUCKKSS! Mrs Liow was soo funny today! she was like," okay so now i am going to talk to myself." I burst out laughing after hearing that! HAHA!
ohohoh! Alanna told me i grew talller mans! haha how coool is that! I GREWWWW!
and Sarah told me Mrs Mukegi thought she was me! haha then she started asking her questions on geography! HAHA!
Thats like the only funnny part. i neeed something to spice up my life! i neeed a social life tooo!
The christmas island people get to miss one period of physics la! how unfair is that! ROAAR! i want to gooo to! they get to go snorkelling. thatts soo unfair! but nvm, i am going to barcelona, and i get to miss tests! they don't get to.
Mans when they like leave, i can't complain to fang anymore. HAHA so i decided to flood her inbox.

okay, got stuff to do now! :D

2008-03-04T22:31:00.002+08:00

WOW! ahah first post since last JUNE!
not bad ehhh

its only march!
i am sooo drained out already!
Practically everyone is drained out!
I want to catch up on my sleeep mans!
i think i am lagging! like in homework and
reaction! ALAMAKKK

okay i shall go and do my physicss!