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"When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on."
-Franklin D. Roosevelt
Friday, October 13, 2006
/5:08 PM

HELLO!!!
i am sooo tired after crying so much... my results are like dropping and dropping!!! it just feel as if the whole world just crumbled down .. i feel so useless and hopeless....i dun think i even reached my target..... :< ... i hate exams , i hate results, i hate life....when i tell other ppl's my marks , then they say aiyah stop lying lar stephanie!!! i just feel so irritated... i am a NORMAL person...who doesnt have or experienced failure in life?????....ARGH!!!!
i cant stand it anymore...i really can't...i just hate it...i am depressed...very..i cannot show it...i dun want to..everyone just did better than me.... :< .. when i hear laughter from ppl...they seem so happy..theyre just so GOOD..i guess when it comes to EOYS... i just cant handle stress....i tried smiling..i tried coforting myself....i can't bring myself to do those.... THE SENTENCE " stephanie, wads ur ____ marks?? bet it is better than mine." ARGH!!!!!!! irritates me....whever i think of exams , i just feel like shouting...shouting SO SO SO loud to let my anger disappear...my disppontment disappear..if i could turn back time,, i would rather migrate to Australia......whenever i think of exams .. it sends a shiver down my spine.... GOSH..i am gonna do soo badly....i am really disappionted with my marks.... i do not want to talk bout it anymore...i gave up HOPE!!!! entirely.... my life is getting from bad to worse!!!!!!!!!!! :<< !!!!
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