Hey, by the way.
"When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on."
-Franklin D. Roosevelt
Sunday, April 13, 2008
/8:25 PM
I NEED A BREAK, SERIOUSLY. I'M NEVER GOING TO GET A BREAK UNTIL I AM OUT OF EVERYTHING I AM IN NOW. maybe it was an entirely wrong decision. but i can't get out of it now. the only way is to continue. but by continuing that, everything is just going to drop drop and drop. i doubt anyone will really get what i am talking about because how busy they are. i am always and is definitely busier than them. i don't think i'll like withstand this any longer. because i am soo sick and tired of it. i think i should just drop out of everything except my cca and just focus on my studies. and base on my studies, i get into whatever jc i want to. My parents are of no help at all. they don't get the fact that i am soo sooo sooo stressed out. and some fricking people think that i am sooo free that i can do everything and anything. its hard to say no to them anyway. So what i do is Accept and a new stack of work is added to my list. School sucks now. i don't enjoy going to school anymore. neither do i enjoy coming home because all i get is NAGS after NAGS. Everything sucks now. and i feeel so fricking shitty after what salome told me. and i can't get work passed up on time now. i try my best but still can't get more involved in PW or SLC or Prefects. mainly becuase i cannot juggle everything. I don't know how to. Everything is also getting so competitive. Everyone is catching up with me. people say they are not going to do this or do that, in the end, THEY DO IT. its sooo annoying and then you never know when anyone is competiting with you because obviously they don't tell. but then slowly they show it unconsciously. Compete then compete lah. what so secretive about that.
& can't you be a little more sensitive i can't stand you. you just disgust me now.