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Hey, by the way.
"When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on."

-Franklin D. Roosevelt

Thursday, May 1, 2008

/8:33 PM

Brought the Orphans from Darul Ihsan Orphange today. I like the small ones. haha. My next cip, shall be to the CHILDCARE! ahhah the girls/boys would be soo cute. haha. went to dolphin lagoon, then Opposite underwater world to do some games and eat. deanna shan and i went hot guy searching. But then the search was soooo dissappointing! turned out to be like OLD FLABBY GUYS INSTEAD! and there was this china guy who was rolling down the sand, and his body was like SANDYY. aha it was utterly gross.

"Eh the lifeguard is qutie okay lah"

"but his shirt isn't off yet"

haha deanna, YOU HORNYY PERSONN!

then went to underwater world. then mars me and sun, left the place. Ate bnj, then corn.

MR YELLLOW SHIRT GUY, where are youu? ahha sun, me and liane spotted him. Then like liane kept saying she and the guy were like LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT, cause the guy looked at her. Then shan also said the guy looked at her. THEN HE LEFT IN A TAXI WITH HIS FRIENDS. and sitoh made it soo obvious that she was looking at him. After he left, we were alll like SAD. hahaha. Then CHERYL FANGG AH. say that she alsoo saw him. then she said, she was 1m away from him. and they looked at each other. HAHA whateverrr fangg. WHATEVERRR. I'm overrr anyway although i emoed throughout the busride.

then fang and belle came to crash my house. i led them like the long way. because they were laughing at me the whole time. Dunno why. it wasn't funny at all. then there was one part where we were at the junction. then i wanted to lead them to another place. then hahha let them walk the wrong way. But then suddenly, the gate of my house open. And belle and fang were laughing like crap. it wasn't funny though. they're just plain weird. I wonder why they are my friends.

HAHAHA

okayy now, serious stuff. I am soo scared for sat!

firstly, ITS PTD. my L1R5 is not good. Although i seem to get many As. BUT THEN I GOT MANY Cs too. sooo yeah. SUCKKKS. i'm soo scared my mom will demoralise me even further. then after that, i breakdown, then no mood to dance. And dance is like next on my worry list. HF dance, i didn't know whether i was prepared when he asked me. I didn't want to be in his dance, but i wanted to give it a try. then now, I am soo stressed about it. Cause he is going to kick me out on sat. Kettle, You wouldn't get kicked out. Trust me. you wouldn't. It'll be ME. I don't want to get kicker out, but its not like i want to be in his item. SHITTT LAH. dance is sooo fricking competitve. Everything is though. but dance is VERY EXTREMELY competitve. You have like soo many people to compete against. Competition is not avoidable. It exist everywhere and anywhere. and everyone competes some way or another. But those that become SOO competitive just annoys me. Maybe they just want to excel. But yeah, Its too much. I'm like kinda lousy now. Ms deans wouldn't choose me over soo many other better people. sooo yeah. Its kind of depressing. because everyone seems to do sooo well now, and i'm like DROPPPING DROPPING DROPPPING. sometimes, the harder you work, the more you seem to fall. thats what is happening to me now. RAWR. life sucks with annoying people in it. Can't they just be more relax and not be soo overly competitive. I don't want to compete with you. Neither would i give up. But seeems like you won the fight already.

CONGRATS. you just beat me to EVERYTHING. everything is yours now, go shine go do whatever you want. becuase you're in the limelight now. there's just one more which you have yet to catch up. you can work hard and beat me for that too. But i don't care. Although the feeling is fricking shitty but whatever. I DON'T CARE. I MEAN IT. just get out of my sight AND my life mans. SERIOUSLYYYY.

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