Friday, June 6, 2008
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i don't know whats happening now though. Everything kind of sucks now. i can't seem to concentrate. I can't focus. There's always soo much things on my mind. And before i stop worrying, More stuff come along. Sucks. i can't get things right and back to where it was. Its all getting screwed up. Leave it or continue. I'm lost. Now there's another BIGGER decision. Go or don't go, i'm lost too. i just wish i can get out of singapore now, or at least have a break from everything. Well, thats not going to happen. its going to be Tough ALL THE WAY till october. How to i cope? I don't know either. i'm struggling here already. With an extra load, Will i cope? and again, I'm lost. Dilemaa! SHIT LIFE
This sucks BIG TIME.
O levels coming, Am i ready? Obviously not. Block tests coming, Am i prepared? Obviously not. Holidays ending, Homework done? Obviously not. Dance Concert coming, Am i near perfect? Obviously not. Elections coming, Am i Confident? Obviously not. THE BIG DECISION TO BE MADE, have i decided? Obviously not. My to-do-list is a gazillion page long. I have less than a month to do that - to study, do my homework, do my deep thinking. i hate big decisions, because i hate regretting. once i regret, I'll never like that thing again. And then i will dread it and it will suck.
Well, all i can do now is PRAY for the best.
And i really hope i get an answer or at least HELP.
Anyway, THANKS NIC AND ZAY:) I love you guys.
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