I give up. ENTIRELY. THANKS ALOT! you keep on making me feel so smalll , so dumb, so stupid. what else do you want? Maybe i am all of that in your eyes, thats how you think of me. I don't care. You blame everything on me, everyone is better than me, i am the lousiest. FINE, I ACCEPT! you never ever said something good, everything that comes out from your mouth about me, is either that you want to nag/scold/insult me. I used to want to prove you wrong, but i tried my best and you still don't see it. Every single person can feeel stress, except me. everyone can stumble except me. I am still human BY THE WAY. i still have feelings, i make mistakes. My mistakes to you is SOO serious. The whole world can fail except me. The whole world can feel sick and tired except me. The whole world can have fun except me. I just got to be perfect for you. I give up. The more you push me and the more you try to "inspire" me, i lose my confidence, and my willpower and i refuse to go on. Let me drop all the way, i don't mind anymore. i want to work hard for myself but you keep on making it sound like no matter what i do, i am the worst. you don't understand me at all, but you always say you do. Do you know when i have probllems? do you know when i feel stressed, obviously not becuase you LOVE to rub it in. thats precisely why i don't tell you anything. the more i tell, the more you will judge me. But you know what, you have no right at all to judge me. Let me be who i want to be, let me live a life of my own. i don't want to be someone's shadow. I want my own. Let me be who i want to be. PLEASEEE. i give up totally. hope you're happy now.