Thursday, July 24, 2008
/12:58 AM
OOOOOOOOH, i haven't updated for like AGES.
afdfaanyway, sooo much has happened already and i am too lazy to list it down here. Did my speech today. I WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOO SCAREDD kayyy then i kept jumping around and doing my silent scream. It was the election that i was scared of but instead it was the speech itself. i never liked public speaking and i would go "blind" everytime i see a large crowd and i have to speak. ahh well, i managed to do it. haha YAYEEE. i was literally shivering behind the podium! then i was so scared that i held on to the mic and let go only towards the end. haha i was kinda shaky at times cause i was nervous. Oh yes, and when we were presented to the school, everyone was doing the hand gesture thingg to show the decreasing order(of course by height!) then i was like wthhhhh. then when it was my turn to speak, my sister had to bring the platform thingy for me to stand. then she did it soooo slowly that it became obvious. AHHHHH ahah soo embarrassing kay. After my speech, i thought it was over. then mrs Low posted us a question!! i could never ever do this kind of impromptu stuff cause i have mental breakdown all the time. but thank goodness i was last. we were asked to say our strengths and the other 2 people's strengths.
adChuch was first, she said her strength after hesistating for a LONG LONG while. then she went on to kristen's strength and she said it so easily. and when it came to me, she was like "erm stephanie leong... erm" like she got nothing to say about me. OHH MAN, that was the first embarrassing thing. well, she said SOMETHING in the end. then it was Kristen's turn, she said her strength and chuch strength easily too. Then when she was supposed to say something about me, then she also " erm steph, she.........." then she paused and HAD TO THINK. everyone started laughing alreadyy lahh. i was like cursing both of them on stage. SUPERR EMBARRASSINGGG. OHHH EMM GEE. then when it reached my turn, i was soo tempted to say," lets see, chuch/kristen..hmmmmmmmm" but it was too informal. ahh well, i embarrassed myself soo many times. RAWRR.
sdgohh yes, ahhah when i was on stage, i could like totally see AMELIA CHONG laughing at meand smiling away!! and JOY WANG who was sitting RIGHT AT THE BACK OF THE HALL laughing soo hard!!!
i looked at miss hu like most of the times, and she was smiling away soo that gave me the assurance. ahahah:)
asfokay anyway, i talked to miss hu about dropping physics, she kinda agreed with me that i should drop a subject. now i'm having second thoughts. but i am really scared i cannot manage. i am not HER. i'm different, i hate studying and i have no motivation at all to study. i'll pray about it.
sdgPREFECTS TRIP NEXT FRIDAY. soo exciting. can't wait for this week to be overrr!! yayyeeee. ahahaha. soo exciting. i hope there is no hf on sat. then i'll be happpyy. wheee.
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