Sometimes i don't know if you are giving me your full support. i agree that i may not be as good as her, but i am myself and not someone else. I don't want to be someone else too. You keep on comparing me to her, making feel soo lousy. Maybe i am, but thats not for you to say. I was judge myself. I might seem to be following her footsteps soo closely but its not because i actually want to. I just gave in to circumstances. AND most of the circumstances are made by you. If you don't give me your support, then just say it. i hate it when you become so fake with me, it totally sucks. If you give me your support, then don't keep on changing your mind. Whatever happens, I have my own mind, i will make my own decisions and i'll show you how resilent and how stubborn i can get to get my way. PLEASEEEE. Give me my own freedom of thinking. I'm big enough and i will learn, jjust give me time.

its entirely up to you because i have not given up on myself.